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    "i want an au fic where yuna and david are obsessed with "the sweet russian boy from the farmer's market". none of this "there were no nice men in montreal?" or "i thought you hated him" bullshit. no no. yuna and david think ilya shits roses and rainbows. they think ilya is the second coming of jesus. shane is so sick of this bullshit..." - @khaleesiofalicante on tumblr

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Chapter 13

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    “Birds living outside moved away. Went south, because you annoy them with your moaning every morning. They got sick of it.” Ilya’s words are breathy with laughter. Shane, still looking up at him, can see the exact moment the idea pops into his head.

    Ilya pulls his hand away from Shane’s face and takes a small step back. It finally feels like Shane has a bit of space to breathe and try to collect himself-

    Ilya drops onto his knees, lips parted with panting breath and eyes wide and shiny with admiration. Shane swears that he feels his heart stop in his chest. 

    He’s seen Ilya on his knees plenty of times, but this time it feels different. There’s an unspoken energy that has shifted between the two men, it’s just that Shane has absolutely no brainpower left to figure it out. It feels like a hand has just clamped down on his throat and his dick is aching at the sight of Ilya like this.

    “In my mouth first, please.” 

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    aka the fic where ilya teases shane so much during his trip to the cottage that shane realizes that he wants to top. at the same time, the world starts to pick up that something is not quite normal between ilya and shane.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    “The ache for home lives in all of us. The safe place where we can go as we are and not be questioned.”
    ― Maya Angelou

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Through chapter 3

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    Hollander’s eyes were wide, full of surprise as he couldn’t believe they were in the same place. Ilya knew the feeling. He was going to be sick. Outside of playing against each other on the ice this was the closest they’d been in three years. Nothing but chairs, tables, a scattering of memories, and a couple of tuna melts between them. The corner of Shane’s mouth tipped upwards in a smile. Ilya felt something twisting his gut. The delicious grape leaves turning sour in his stomach. Svet laid a hand gently on his own and he turned his attention back to her that concerned look had grown and matured into something quickly approaching sympathy. He looked back at Hollander and found his attempt at a smile gone. He looked sad and a bit lost. Was Shane on a date? The man was seated too close to Shane to be casual.

    Or Shane leaves Ilya's home in 2016 and never returns. A few years later they see each other at a restaurant while Shane is on a date.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Read through chapter 8