I_am_Oren



Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya considers the bag for a moment. Then he looks up at Shane, a slow, mischievous grin lighting up his face.

    “You know,” he says casually, taking a step forward. “I have heard that having sex while on mushrooms is, ah… very intense experience.”

    Shane’s jaw drops. “You can’t possibly be suggesting what I think you’re suggesting, Ilya. No. No fucking way.”

    Ilya can’t help but notice the way Shane looks at the bag, though. Despite his efforts to look annoyed, he looks… almost curious.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,081
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    44
    Kudos:
    887
    Bookmarks:
    159
    Hits:
    5,759

    12 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “See you next season :)” No. “See you next season.” Fuck. “We didn’t even kiss.” Fuck, fuck, fuck. Shane hits his head on the elevator wall. He decides to erase this text, too, and just send nothing. Just leaving whatever he needs to say hanging there, in that Vegas hotel elevator. A moment later, he draws a deep breath. Panics. And presses “Send”.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,198
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    45
    Kudos:
    1,871
    Bookmarks:
    228
    Hits:
    20,593

    05 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane loses his game to a blizzard and his boyfriend to a bad hit, all in the same night.

    Snowed in with his parents in Montreal, he watches Ilya get stretchered off on live TV, and discovers that when your relationship is a secret, no one at the hospital thinks to call you.

    In Ottawa, Ilya wakes up with broken bones, a serious concussion, and a neatly edited brain. The months where he was lonely and depressed and fighting with Shane? Gone. He’s mentally living in the soft, hopeful beginning of things—and the more everyone tiptoes around him, the more wrong it feels.

    The Centaurs step up. The Hollanders dig in. Shane tries to convince himself that “temporary amnesia” is not the same thing as losing him.

    They’re still together. They’re technically fine.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    63,873
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    549
    Kudos:
    5,743
    Bookmarks:
    1,738
    Hits:
    96,030

    04 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 86

    Tags
    Summary

    “Let me fuck you now,” he pleads, voice rough, but not for lack of sleep or alcohol consumption. “I will make it up to you now, malýsh, please.”

    Shane’s eyes darken, his grip on Ilya’s wrists slacken before they tighten again. It’s fucking thrilling.

    “You’re not going to fuck me.” He says, voice low.

    Ilya blinks.

    “What?”

    Shane shifts, just so slightly and it’s almost agonising to have what he wants so close, yet so unfairly out of reach.

    “You’re not going to fuck me,” Shane repeats, slower this time. “If we fuck, I’ll want a shower and we don’t have time now.”

    Ilya fucking whines. Stupid fucking Kamikaze.

    “You’re not gonna fuck me, Rozanov. You’re gonna let me get off, how I want. Okay?”

    Ilya is actually thankful for the first time in the last twelve hours that he’s still got some alcohol slugging around in his system because he’s fairly certain it’s what stops him from just coming in his underwear right there and then.

    or: ilya misbehaves and shane humps walks him like a dog

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,863
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    42
    Kudos:
    853
    Bookmarks:
    86
    Hits:
    8,211

    31 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 75

    Tags
    Summary

    “A little slutty is kind description. Those are rent paying shorts. You look like handyman from p*rn.” Ilya grumbled from the doorway. He took another look at Shane’s ass and clarified, “Gay p*rn.”

    Shane snorted and finally tore his gaze away from the mirror to look at Ilya. He was almost devouring Shane with his eyes. Shane could see the bulge in Ilya’s shorts. Hm. Oh. Butterflies erupted in his stomach.

    “Have you… I don’t know, ever… watched something like that?” Shane’s cheeks began to pink up as he looked at Ilya still standing in the doorway.

    “Of course, Hollander, everyone has seen p*rn like that, it is very normal. Handyman comes to house, wife… or husband is horny and f*cks him. Boring, the end.” Ilya crosses his arms and relaxes into the doorframe.

    Shane nods, “Sure, of course. Definitely I’ve seen that too. So boring.”

    Ilya watches with interest as disappointment flashes across Shane’s face, followed quickly by… shame? No this will not do.

    “Shane… there is no wrong answer so please answer with truth. Do you want to be my slutty handyman? Do you want to pretend to service my home and actually end up servicing my hard c*ck?”

    Or

    Shane and Ilya role play.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,026
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    25
    Kudos:
    412
    Bookmarks:
    75
    Hits:
    3,316

    23 May 2026