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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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    24 May 2026

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    Barstool Sports Canada reports that Montreal Metros captain Shane Hollander has started learning Russian from new teammate and Russian rookie Sergei Dovonchezky.

    Ilya has some thoughts. None of them are particularly kind.

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    29 Mar 2026

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    Ilya being Shane’s new roommate is just a coincidence. Falling in love with him, though, is not.

    Or, a Friends to Lovers featuring: cheesecakes, post-its, trash TV, Disney movies, angst, the right amount of miscommunication and Jackie. Somehow, it’s always thanks to Jackie.

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    28 Mar 2026

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    Finding your soulmate is supposed to be beautiful. You stand in front of someone and you say their full name; they say yours. Your soulmarks appear somewhere on your bodies, and it's supposed to be beautiful. Life-changing.

    It's not supposed to happen a week before the World Juniors tournament in a dirty Saskatchewan parking lot. It's not supposed to be Canada's newest darling hockey player and your future rival who whispers your name. It's not supposed to be a boy that your skin blooms for.

    And if that does happen, despite the fact that it shouldn't, you're definitely not supposed to lie to your soulmate's face, refuse to say his name in return, and pretend that you never felt your soulmark appear at all. And if that happens, somehow, you're definitely not supposed to kiss him less than a year later. And then later. And then later. And then later, until you realize you never want to leave his bed despite the fact that you've never told him the truth about the bear tattoo on your chest.

    or, finding out that his soulmate is Shane Hollander isn't beautiful. Ilya can't pretend that it's not life-changing though.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    unconnected hollanov/heated rivalry fics all by the same author (it's me, i'm the author) // blanket permission for translations (posted on ao3/linked), podfics (posted on ao3/linked), art of any kind inspired by the fics in this collection! i would love to know about them though

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    14 Mar 2026

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    Shane is in love with Matt. They're in love and it's fine. It's better than fine really, Shane loves just about everything about Matt and he loves all of Matt's friends. Except for the big tall Russian one that wont stop staring at him like he knows something Shane doesn't. Like he's waiting for Shane to snap. Like he's begging Shane to do something.

    And Shane won’t, obviously. Because Ilya is the type of man to reel you in and the leave you high and dry. Leave you looking for pieces of him in every new person that you meet, leave you looking for signs you didn't just make the whole thing up, like some wild fantasy that was born of monotony.

    Oh, and he fact he has a boyfriend who he loves. A lot. It isn't monotonous. Its love.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    When he was seven years old, Shane Hollander was briefly lost at an airport. Luckily, the kindness of a stranger ensured he made it back to his parents safely, putting an end to a terrifying three hours for the Hollanders. It takes twenty years (and one heated rivalry) for Shane to learn the name of his rescuer. It takes twenty years for Ilya to learn his wish had already come true.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    27 Jan 2026

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    When Canadian transfer student Shane Hollander joins Boston University’s Division 1 hockey team, he expects intense practices, elite competition, and the pressure to be drafted. What he doesn't expect is to be roped up into tutoring the infuriatingly talented, infamous frat boy Ilya Rozanov. Between late-night study sessions, high-stakes games, and reckless frat parties–how will either of them survive the season?

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    Frat Boy Ilya Rozanov x Nerdy Shane Hollander

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    22 Jan 2026

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    Ilya is plummeting to his death when he closes his eyes, heart full of regret.

    When he opens them in what feels like just a second later, he is standing outside a rink in Regina, Saskatchewan. There’s a banner on the building across the street:

    World Junior Hockey Championship 2009.

    What?

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    21 Jan 2026

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    “Well, you are getting something from me. Two things actually: Life-changing sex skills and an opportunity to fuck me—”

    “—Oh, give me a break—”

    “—But,” Ilya says. “What am I getting out of this?”

    “The opportunity to f-fuck me,” Hollander snaps, and yeah, a pretty fair point.

    ilya is failing a class, shane is failing at exploring his sexuality. despite their seven-year-long animosity on the ice, they turn to each other for guidance. a deal is struck.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    While at the top of his game, professional porn star Ilya Rozanov is approached by the famous yet boringly untalented OnlyFans creator Shane Hollander who wants to collaborate. What starts as a transactional partnership quickly turns into a war of egos, blurred boundaries, and incredible on-camera chemistry.

    As their views climb and the sexual tension thickens they're left to confront the reality that maybe their mutual hatred might be the spark for some thing far more intimate then just sex.

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    17 Jan 2026

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    This couldn’t be happening.

    He brought up his trembling hand and slowly reached behind his ear, refusing to believe what he logically knew he would find there. As soon as his fingers touched his skin, he felt them: little scar-like raised bumps, scattered in a circular pattern that he had never touched before but that he already knew was unique to only two people in the world. The skin there felt warm, sensitive to touch and he quickly took his hand away, still in shock.

    Shane looked up and met the pale wide-eyed face of Rozanov, who was similarly holding the right side of his neck and then promptly lost his mind.

    A neural bond, his brain supplied robotically. The kind that he had learned about in school since the first grade, that he had seen in movies and heard about in music, the kind that he had seen in his own parents his entire life.

    His soulmate. He had found his soulmate. At the ripe age of seventeen.

    Ilya Rozanov. A fellow hockey player. A rival.

    And a man.

    Or: Shane and Ilya are soulmates and have loved each other from the beginning. It's still not enough.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander disappears from the NHL at twenty with a career-ending “injury.”

    Four years later, he’s the new assistant coach for the Ottawa Centaurs when Ilya Rozanov signs with the team. His former rival. His secret hookup. The father of his daughter.
    Ilya doesn’t know Lily exists and Shane plans to keep it that way.

    But three-year-olds don’t keep secrets, and neither do pale blue eyes.

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    03 Jan 2026

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    Sarah
    Does anyone have the number for Shane's girl from Boston? I feel bad that they've been seeing each other for this long and we've never added her here.

    Jackie
    Oh good point! Let me ask Hayden.

    Jackie has added Lily to the conversation

    Lily
    what
    what is this

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is, apparently, one of the girls.

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    22 Dec 2025

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    He knows for certain all color has drained from his face as Faye catches up to him and Rue takes a giant side step to reveal the reason she’s actually here today. It seems that she was unavailable to be his emotional support, because she’s already here for someone else, a ghost from his past who he hasn’t seen in over five years. Within seconds it’s like time has fucking stopped, and there's only one other person in this room with him, the same person he’s thought about every single fucking day since he sent that letter asking her to stay away.

    “Lexi Howard,” he hears himself say softer than intended. He wonders if this is what being struck by lightning feels like?

    or: a Fexi MasterChef AU that only two people asked for. 👩🏻🍳🧑🏼🍳

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    02 Jan 2023

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    He can’t remember, she can’t forget.

    A year later and they're back on another couch on another New Year's Eve, only this time, Fez has no memory of the past 12 months.

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    16 Dec 2022

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    The Wedding? Called off.

    The Honeymoon? Paid for.

    The Bride? Inviting an old friend to join her on an all expenses paid trip to Europe.

    Left heartbroken and contemplating the benefits of never leaving her apartment again, Lexi makes a drunken decision to take one last trip for no reason other than to help her forget. Fezco, on the other hand, is intent on trying to find a way to help her learn how to heal.

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    04 Nov 2022

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    08 Oct 2022

  20. Public Bookmark 39

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    He shrugs and twists the stick between his fingers, focuses on that as he recalls, “You think, like, love is dumb, right?”

    “Sometimes, why?”

    “I don’t.”

    A beat passes. Then, “But I do.”

    He nods, quiet for a long, painful while. “But you do.”

     

    A lonely summer passes, and Lexi develops a consuming friendship with weed and Fezco, her drug dealer.

     

    Or, Lexi and Fezco fall for each other but it all feels like a landslide.

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    04 Oct 2022

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