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    “I’m putting in a transfer request to Carleton this afternoon.”

    Ilya gets off his bike and wraps his sweaty arms around Shane’s sweaty shoulders, presses their sweaty heads together and holds him tight. “Nooo, Hollander, you cannot leave me. Who will put Barrett and Marly in time out when they fuck up too many shots in a row?”

    “I’m sure Bood will do it. He loves bossing people around.”

    Bood stands up straight and salutes his captains. “I take the title with great honor. Enjoy the Ravens, Hollander—your legacy of being a chaste Victorian debutante will be remembered fondly but not carried on.”

    This snaps that last thread of Shane’s refined patience. “I can pick up girls! I have no problem getting numbers and calling them and talking!”

    Hazy smirks. “Innocent until proven guilty.”

    “I can pick people up,” Shane says again, moving off his bike and out of Ilya’s sweaty embrace. “And I don’t have to do it by concocting schemes or stripping on top of the LAX bros’ coffee table.”

    Or, after some team chirping at Shane's expense, Ilya accidentally interrupts a few of his potential dating prospects and then keeps on doing it less than accidentally

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    28 Feb 2026

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    Shane smells clean.

    Ilya is obsessed.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    This was just…how he was. Why wasn’t it enough? Why wasn’t it okay to be a little quiet, and a lot particular?

    Shane began to wonder if he would die alone with the only thing he loved and that loved him back as hockey.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    This felt bad. He hadn’t really been tracking as much, hell, just last night him and Ilya had gotten takeout from a fried chicken place nearby.

    Swallowing, his hands started to tremble.

    He could nearly taste the butter, the bread crumb coating the chicken, the oil it was fried in. And once he started thinking about it, he couldn’t stop thinking about it.

    How many calories had that been? A lot, right? Especially since it was restaurant made, he had no idea how much of each ingredient they had used. Bile rose up in his throat.

    Shutting his eyes, he deeply inhaled, then exhaled.

    This was fine. He could fix this.

    or: i project onto shane hollander because he is just like me fr fr

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    16 Dec 2025

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    Shane doesn’t say he’s overwhelmed.
    He never does.
    He shows up instead—later than planned, jaw tight, movements clipped like every second is being audited. His bag lands by the door with more force than necessary. He stands there for a moment too long, as if waiting for instructions he hasn’t been given.
    Ilya clocks it immediately.
    “Hey,” he says gently, already closing the distance. “Come here.”
    Shane shakes his head once, sharp. “Just—give me a minute.”
    Ilya gives him thirty seconds.
    Then he takes Shane’s wrist—not tight, not demanding—and guides him further into the apartment. “Shoes off,” he says, voice calm, certain. “Jacket too.”

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    Ilya takes care of an overwhelmed and overstimulated Shane by letting him float away into subspace for a bit.

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    16 Dec 2025