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  1. Public Bookmark 10

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    It is strange, to go to sleep as one person only to wake as another. He opens his eyes, and feels his limbs stay the same shape, the same length. He feels his eyes dry the moment they meet air, requiring him to blink, the same way he'd blinked a billion times before. His name, too, is still his: Will Graham. He wakes today, like would any other day. However similar to yesterday he might feel, though, he is now different. New. The only one God hears, the only one worthy of His response. His image. His design.

    Or: everything stays more or less the same except Hannibal is a priest, and Will accidentally becomes known worldwide as a saint and a prophet. Is it coincidence, or is it really the hand of God? Maybe, God is simply much closer, than Will anticipated...

    I am a big enjoyer of religious symbolism and influence. The force of it, the beauty and the harm it causes. So, here goes just that!

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    14 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 58

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    12-year-old Clarice is desperately trying to save a lamb from a terrible fate, and Hannibal is a stranger in the night, willing to help. They part ways, but from that moment on, their lives are twined together. Clarice grows up with Hannibal's shadow by her side; her only constant friend and companion, a monster only she can see. This influence changes everything. When they come back together decades later, Will knows who he is, and Hannibal is eager to learn. Falling in love is easy, but trusting it isn't — until it is. A story about acceptance and knowing who you are, even if you're not quite sure what's real.

    Featuring Goethe, Eldritch!Hannibal, a cannibalistic centipede, Pothead!Will, the cutest lamb you ever did see, a zombie sheep, kinky mushroom sex, and a lot of sap. So much sap.

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    23 Feb 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 21

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    In which Will remembers waking up as Hannibal was shoving Abigail’s ear down his throat, and all the mental and physical strain that comes with it. Nevertheless, Hannibal mercilessly continues his work.

    Once this memory is unlocked, in a far future from that event where they live together, he confronts Hannibal about it, and then executes his revenge.

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    25 Mar 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 79

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    Hannibal stretched into a standing position from where he had been leaning, his long limbs looking almost feline. Once again he neatened his suit, and his russet eyes landed upon his prey with a hint of arrogance. “Do you not relish suffering? You almost seem to seek it out, do you not?”
    “I do not!” Will snapped, his voice raising with very little self control. He folded his arms across his torso in an attempt to disguise the quiver rising in his fingers, determined to hold his ground despite the disorientation that brought him into this situation.
    “Then release yourself from it.”

    Set during mid/late season one. Will Graham has once again had time and memories escape him, only to find himself at the door of his therapist's office. Dr Lecter seems oddly unsurprised, but he does have some observations which result in a proposal for a more unorthodox treatment.

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    25 Mar 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 36

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    still smiling, jaehyun hums again; a songful, affirming sound. “since we’re already here, and it’s my dancing that has you so impressed,” he pauses to giggle, and heat rises from johnny’s collar, “why don’t you stay for a lesson? i think you and i could learn a lot about each other that way.”

    johnny can feel his eyes starting to dry out from how much they’ve enlarged. “but i don’t have any experience with anything like this,” he bumbles out, brows knitting together nigh on adolescently. “and if what you’re wearing is the right type of clothes, then i’m pretty overdressed.”

    jaehyun giggles again, tucking his arms behind his back while his head remains tilted, prompting johnny’s stomach to fold in on itself like kneaded dough. he’s just so beautiful, every angle is a new masterpiece to discover.

    “everyone starts somewhere,” jaehyun replies, “it’s nothing to be embarrassed about. and if you lose a few layers, you’ll be comfortable enough.”

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    on his walk to and from work for his lunch break, johnny passes by a seemingly unremarkable dance studio. it's only when he finally pays attention that he encounters an extraordinary beauty that takes up a rent-free residence in his head.

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    06 Jul 2023