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    hollyadmirals24: Male seeking help improving at oral sex. Clean, ready to learn and willing to host. M only. Strictly platonic. Message for details.
     

    or: shane and ilya are hockey players for the mcgill marauders. after a disastrous night with rose, shane puts a drunken ad on craigslist asking for help with oral sex. his teammate, ilya, replies.

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    30 Apr 2026

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    DONT EVER FORGET THIS.

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    Luca Haas has never wanted anyone. Sebastian Rambeau has wanted Luca since he was seventeen. An All-Star Weekend drinking game cracks Luca open in front of a dozen players, and the loudest mouth in the league follows him onto a dark balcony and turns out to be someone else entirely. Twelve days later, Ottawa plays New York. They collide on the boards and kiss in a hallway and learn that wanting someone you compete against is its own kind of sport.

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    16 Apr 2026

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    High school was never supposed to be complicated.

    Then Ilya transfered to Canada and saw cute boy with freckles.

    He was supposed to be in Canada to learn how to act correct, Shane was everything but correct.

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    14 Apr 2026

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    In a world where you can understand whatever language(s) your soulmate speaks, it takes Shane and Ilya an embarrassing amount of time to realize they’re soulmates.

    Part 1: Shane's POV
    Part 2: Ilya's POV (coming soon)

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    12 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander walks in on something he absolutely should not have seen.
    Marlow threatens murder.
    Hayden is one stress-induced nosebleed away from a breakdown.
    And Ilya Rozanov is having a deeply personal crisis about his gaydar.

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    12 Apr 2026

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    When allegations against a youth coach begin circulating online, most of the league treats it like a joke.

    Ilya Rozanov laughs along with everyone else. Nothing bad happened to him, at least that’s what he's always believed.

     
    Or, a look into Ilya Rozanov’s childhood and how it shaped him.

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    12 Apr 2026

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    At eleven years old Ilya Rozanov's class is given an assignment:

    They will be randomly paired with a student at another school in Canada via email. In order to get full credit on the assignment, they must send at least five emails back and forth and gather enough information to write their project.

    After seven years, Ilya is pretty sure he's done enough for 100%

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    Shane and Ilya sending emails throughout the years. What happens when they meet?

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    21/21
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    11 Apr 2026

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    Shane’s rookie season is supposed to be the start of his dream. But his new teammate, Thompson, won’t leave him alone. Each encounter is worse than the last, and Shane doesn’t know what to do —or if anyone would believe him, if he told them. When Ilya finds out, he can’t stay out of it—and he’s determined to protect Shane.

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    11 Apr 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 1

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    "After 30 minutes, Ilya finally arrived in downtown Moscow, seeing Svetlana waiting for him on the curb.

    'Svetaaaa!', cried Ilya, running to hug her as soon as he had gotten his luggage from the trunk. 'Ilyushaaa!', answered Svetlana, just as excited to see him, especially after the past week she had spent alone with her family.

    OR...

    Ilya's last trip to Russia before he and Shane get outed, and all of the emotions and conversations included in that trip

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    10 Apr 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 54

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    With a relationship that was built on a shared secret it shouldn't be a surprise that Ilya and Shane aren't particularly comfortable in confronting the truth.

    Ilya doesn’t want to admit his past isn’t fully behind him, because facing it would mean giving up the security he’s found in his independence. Meanwhile Shane is finding it difficult to hide the eating disorder he can't keep ignoring, and the deeper fear of what happens if he lets go of the control that's acted as his life-long shield.

    Weaving between past and present this story investigates how we become who we are. Also, it is a ROAD TRIP so angst with a view?

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    10 Apr 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 70

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    Ilya was always it for Shane, but he had some other adventures on the way. Regrettably, a certain Russian was never far from his thoughts while he sorted it all out.

    A canon-compliant exploration of Shane's other lovers and exploits, featuring a sex toy and two very real men who, unfortunately for Shane, are not Ilya Rozanov.

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    10 Apr 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 9

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    Ilya moves to Canada after his mother's death, Shane takes a liking to him

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    09 Apr 2026

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    The story is the one you know. Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are the two best hockey players in the league. On the ice, they’re fierce rivals. Off the ice, they share a bed, share secrets, share their hearts.

    But in a world where soulmates exist, where at a young age you form a mental connection with the one who was made for you, what happens when the lines between what’s in your head and what’s in front of you begin to blur? When Ilya is desperate for the man that he talks to every day who is both blunt and shy? When Shane is searching for the man whose voice matches the low, accented one in his head?

    What happens when you fall in love with the same man twice, and you don’t even realize it?

    AKA the Hollanov “you share a telepathic connection with your soulmate” AU of my dreams

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    09 Apr 2026

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    "Hi, solnyshko.”
    The Russian pet name set a firework off inside Shane's mind as he heard it cooed from behind him. The intonation was just as he remembered, but the voice was much deeper.

    He turned and felt himself short circuit. It took every ounce of willpower to not let his jaw drop cartoonishly to the floor. Shane would recognize his individual features anywhere, even after 5 years. But it was as if someone had snapped their fingers and the smug, silly Russian boy who had been attached to Shane's hip for 3 summers was transformed into some sort of fucking Adonis right before his eyes.

    “Ilya-” was all Shane managed before strong arms were wrapped around his waist and lifting him off the ground in a greeting all too familiar from years ago.

     

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    When Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov spent their summers as teens in an elite hockey camp, they quickly became inseparable friends. But they lose touch when Shane moves on as a prospect for the NHL and Ilya for the KHL.

    Years later, Montreal makes a bold move to take the hottest player in the KHL. After hearing of the Russian's reputation, the Montreal Captain is tasked with keeping his old best friend and new teammate out of trouble.

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    08 Apr 2026

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    In 2006, the Hollander family billeted a player to the Ottawa 67s - Ilya Rozanov, a 15 year old Russian Bostonian with a hockey talent to rival Shane's.
    Years later, they’d once again share a team, and a home: Boston College.

    “Why did you choose Boston? It’s not like you couldn’t have gone anywhere else.”
    Shane remembered his surprise at Ilya’s commitment. The college didn’t exactly fit Ilya’s predisposition.
    Ilya looked thoughtful for a second, underneath the tumult.
    “Other than the obvious? I don’t know. I think I just felt like this place was where I was meant to go.”
    Shane understood that.
    Ilya nudged him. "Now you. Why are you here, Canadian boy?”
    The corner of Shane’s lip raised, and he shrugged.
    “I wanted to be more than hockey. At least, for a little while longer.”
    Ilya’s eyes locked on him, and a small smile reset the lines of Ilya’s face. “You couldn’t have done that in Canada?”
    Shane laughed lightly. “Sure, but Canada didn’t have you.”
    Ilya looked down at the ground, and didn’t look back up as he spoke.
    “The NHL didn’t have you.”

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    08 Apr 2026

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    In the shadow of the Kremlin, Svetlana Vetrova's life has never felt stable... Her stepmother resents her. Her mother's all the way in America. Her father loves her, sure, but he can be possessive and fickle. Yet, with all the inconsistencies, she's always had one constant -- Ilya. Balancing family, identity, and coming of age in the upper-crust of Moscow, Svetlana feels like she's drowning, and she knows he does, too. That's why they have each other.

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    OR coming of age vignettes of Svetlana and Ilya, from Moscow, to Boston, to Ottawa...

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    08 Apr 2026

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    In room 1410, Ilya Rozanov is ready to walk out the door after successfully getting his 19 year old hockey rival into bed. He knew how to make this moment happen and he knows what they have to be to each other now that it's over. But as he turns the doorknob to leave, he's stopped with questions he never expected. And giving Shane Hollander what he needs in that moment will change everything.

    There's a lot of explicit content but I try to note which chapters are SFW vs NFSW.

    Covers the first two years of their rookie seasons (which is mostly skipped over in the show/books). Canon divergent from the first hookup seen in HR s01ep01. Most things are from the show but the timeline is a mix of both; Hunter and Marleau are aged up per the show instead of as young as they are in the books. (Also, Shane and Ilya don't wait *two years*, they stick to the book timeline. IYKYK.)

    Please note this will the first in a series; you can subscribe to the whole series as well so you don't miss anything :)

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    08 Apr 2026

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    After a brutal season and a mind that refuses to slow down, Shane Hollander ends up at a secluded wellness retreat to clear his head.

    The last person he expects to find there is Ilya Rozanov.

    His rival.
    His constant competition.
    The man who checked him into the boards two weeks ago.

    Away from the rink, away from cameras and the rivalry the league built around them, something unexpected begins to surface: the realization that the man Shane thought he knew might not be the real Ilya at all.

    And that the tension between them might never have been just rivalry.

    Because rivals aren’t supposed to look at each other like that.

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    07 Apr 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov boards a plane putting more distance between him and his father and the pressure of life in Russia.

    Shane Hollander boards the same plane with a carefully planned routine and excitement over a break from his sometimes overbearing, but always loving Mother.

    Somewhere between Toronto and Vancouver they discover they have a lot in common and become friends.

    They were supposed to be rivals. They were not supposed to fall for each other. Too bad nobody told them that.

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    Chapters:
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    06 Apr 2026

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    “I have had concussion before, Hollander. I do not need babysitter.”

    Shane ignored Rozanov and continued, “If you insist on not telling anyone, and I’m the only person that knows, then you need to let me take care of you.” Shane readied himself for the rejection.

    Rozanov looked perplexed. “You do not know me. Why are you acting like you care about me, Hollander?”

    Well, Shane hadn’t expected that response. “It’s not- I’m not saying I- I just want to win fair and square, Rozanov. It’s nothing more than that. I can’t have you collapsing during the game.” There. Totally convincing reason. Shane almost believed it himself.

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    Shane sees Rozanov for the first time and is shocked to see how Rozanov is treated by his own father. Shane decides he'll be the one to take care of Rozanov.

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    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
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    10,250

    05 Apr 2026

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