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The story in which the Winchesters’ final showdown with God ends differently. “If you think you could have written it better… then do it all over again without me,” Chuck says, and tosses the boys back through time to their twenty-something bodies and their first case together. Knowing now what they didn’t know then, Sam and Dean resolve to work smarter and not harder and nip the apocalypse in the bud. They start by saving Jessica, then John—but Azazel and Meg are on their tails, God is not on their side, and things just aren’t quite the same the second time around.
Meanwhile, Dean is still grieving the loss of Cas to The Empty—but now he’s got a second chance. Can he befriend the Angel Castiel all over again—without dying and being raised from perdition? Can he give Cas what he truly wanted before—and will the angel still want it? If Dean offers his heart, will Castiel take it, or break it?And how can they find the key to the bunker again, dammit?
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26 Apr 2026
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love you enough for the both of us by ijusthavealotoffeelings
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
24 Jun 2024
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“What I want most isn’t sex, Dean. I want—I want you to love me. That’s my greatest desire. And you—you can’t give it to me, Dean. Not the way I want it. Not the way I love you.”
The words are soft, vulnerable, and it feels as if the very room has been transformed into a homemade confessional, because this is Cas confessing his dearest secret to Dean—again, always again—and this is Dean on the other side, not knowing how to respond. Heart racing, Cas’s figure blurring with his tears. This is the bunker dungeon all over again, with death knocking on their door, and this is Cas dying, again, because Dean is too afraid to give him what he wants.OR
Post-finale, after Jack rescues Cas from the Empty and brings him back to Earth as a human, Cas and Dean have yet to talk about his confession. Dean's avoidance of the subject was working perfectly—up until a routine hunt in which a witch curses Cas to die within 24 hours unless his greatest desire is fulfilled. Seems like they have some talking to do, after all.
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- Part 2 of post-finale but make it destiel
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20 Apr 2026
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After a vampire hunt went awry, Dean lost his memories. He forgot his time in hell, purgatory, and the soldier his father forced him to be. Monsters, angels, demons, and all these crazy creatures existed and Dean—well Dean…didn’t know how to feel about all that. His brother sounded like he spent one too many nights in a looney bin. The world sounded insane coming from Sam’s mouth. But Castiel felt real. Cas was there when Dean woke up. Always there when the panic attacks hit, sleeping in his room, and looking at him like he mattered. Dean drew the only conclusion that makes sense: they must be together.
Cas should correct him. He should tell him this was wishful thinking born from confusion and proximity from years of almosts. But Cas was human now and this version of Dean was softer and gentler than he’d ever known, untouched by years of trauma he buried deep. Who was he to ruin that perception? When Sam kept pushing to restore Dean’s memories, Cas found himself asking the question he never dared to before: Is the old Dean worth saving?
Season 9 rewrite. Amnesia fic. No Ezekiel.
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18 Apr 2026
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Dean's heaven is nice. He has Afternoon beers with Bobby, movie nights with Sam and Eileen and Sunday dinner with his parents. All without apocalyptic threats to deal with. When he hears that Cas is free from the empty, he expects him to show up - he always does. Except this time, he doesn't.
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17 Nov 2025
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A new day always begins with the ending of night by Wildflowersovermygrave
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
02 Jan 2026
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Cas is gone. Dead. Dean doesn't want to think about that. He doesn't want to think about anything really. He wants to let go. But Dean is one of those people that doesn't know how to do that, especially when it comes to family. His Family. His Cas. Because damn it, damn the fucking world and Chuck and all of it, the angel was HIS. And when he, oh when Dean really wants something, he's going to burn his life down before letting it go. Or letting someone take that "something" away from him.
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