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  1. Public Bookmark 12

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    And yet, it occurs to me now that we can never run with out lies indefinitely. Sooner or later we are forced to confront their darkness. We can choose the when, not the if. And the longer we wait, the more painful and uncertain it will be.
    Tomasz Jedrowski

    Etho isn't even that drunk when he finds himself tugged to the club's bathroom by a pretty stranger. There is a wall behind them, and Etho tries to stop himself from thinking about how many sweaty people fucked against it before them, the same night. He wonders, dizzy with anticipation, if they are going to add to the tally.

    This, he thinks, his mother will never know about.

     

     

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    26 Jun 2026

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    Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwewwwwwwwwwwwww. I have nothing more to say

  2. Public Bookmark 29

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       “I cannot believe we had such a gem hidden away in the wrong department this whole time.” Scott sincerely confessed. 

       “And I still can’t believe that the head of the Character Department is actually this sexy.” Martyn gave him a sly smile, his voice turned deep and suggestive.

       “Oh my! Well thank you.” Scott’s mood suddenly changed, his voice took on a sweeter tone. “I hope I don’t become too much of a distraction for you.”

    *Set in a modern AU
    When Martyn had agreed to be transferred to the Character Design Department, he never expected to develop feelings for his coworker so quickly. It was no secret that Scott was attractive, charming and a big flirt but what Martyn hadn’t anticipated was how entranced and captivated he became the more time they spent together. With the encouragement from his friends, Martyn decides to pursue a romantic relationship, hoping to finally experience the love he had been searching for all these years. Now the only problem is, can Martyn get someone as unattainable as Scott to fall in love with him?

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    26 Jun 2026

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    Based off this Tumblr text post by s4mm4n:
    God I miss the days when you could show up to a strangers farm and he’d say “Whats your name, boy?” and you’d take off your hat and hold it to your chest to better let him see your face and reply “Why I aint got one sir, on account of my mammy passed on before she could give me one” and he’d tell you he’s real damn sorry to hear that and ask what he can do for you and you’d tell him that you can’t read nor even write neither but you’re mighty good with horses and can mend them fallen fence posts what you saw on your way in and won’t ask for nothing much more than a hot meal and a warm barn to sleep in and he’d keep his wife and daughters inside but send his boy who aint for married even though his mama tells him he needs a woman out with a lantern and some stew at night and the two of you’d get to talking and he’d throw you his flask to take a swig from and watch you drinking from it while he leant against the door frame and when he finally got called back on up to the house again he’d take a sip from it too real slow-like like it weren’t the whiskey what he were tryna savor

    WARNING: Halfway through this story, it becomes about family loss and tuberculosis.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Woah. This is deep. And cute. I love this. This is based off the best tumblr post I’ve ever seen. Holy. “The preacher may never marry us and my mama may never know you but I can kiss you over a flask of whiskey and dance with you under the stars and if that isn’t marriage I’m not sure what else God is looking for.”

  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    basically a swap au of Life Series/DDVAU characters and Arcane. Vaguely follows the structure of Arcane with a lot of changes. The first three chapters are very similar to the first act of arcane, so if you’re an arcane fan you might want to skip to chapter 4. You don’t need any prior knowledge of arcane to read this, but some knowledge of the life series/ddvau/evo smp may be helpful.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    Finish this

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    The simple friction, the drag of his own calloused palm, sent sparks dancing behind his closed eyelids. 

    His breath hitched sharply. 

    Images flooded his mind, unbidden, vivid as lightning strikes:

    Grian beneath him on the motel bed, back arching off the cheap sheets, eyes wide and dark as Scar’s hand slid lower, past the waistband of his jeans…

    Grian on his knees between Scar’s legs, looking up through wet lashes, mouth pink and parted…

    Grian gasping Scar’s name, fingers tangled in his hair, riding his thigh with that same restless, seeking rhythm from the party…

    Scar’s hips jerked forward into his own grip, a low, involuntary groan tearing from his throat. Louder than he’d intended. 

    Much louder.

    He froze instantly.

    Eyes snapping open, his free hand slapping over his mouth, heart hammering against his ribs like a frantic drum. 

    The sound of the water seemed deafening suddenly, a roaring white noise filling the small space. 

    His breath came in shallow, ragged gasps.

    Shit.

    Shit, shit, shit.

    He’d made a noise.

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    29 May 2026

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    Scar pic oneshot from can I bring you home for Christmas. Chapter 8