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Two birds on a wire by Kardnay
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
04 Jun 2026
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Hollander's parents must be supportive and nice, if he's thinking of coming out to them. Ilya doesn't even dare to fantasize about coming out to his family. The closest he's come to that are the nightmares about being outed. He doesn't want to even think what that would entail for him. But he knows.
Fuck Hollander. He even managed to make Ilya feel sorry for him. Because Ilya can't fathom how dreadful life would be without the option to choose a nice woman to learn to love, if circumstances ever got dire. But Hollander won't have to think of that anymore. Which is nice, of course. Ilya is not a monster. But fuck him.
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OR: Shane Hollander comes out in 2012 and he's determined to prove he can be queer, Asian, and the best player in the league. Ilya Rozanov is none of those things. Except maybe the last one. -
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It's Ilya's 34th birthday and he's gathered all his people to celebrate...
...and maybe make a big announcement.
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Wyatt is just trying to be a good friend, really. He's with Bood at Roz's hospital room so he doesn't wake up alone. When Shane Hollander bursts through the door, it doesn't take a goalie's perception to learn Roz is not that lonely after all.
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Back to the trophy room by Kardnay
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
13 Apr 2026
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Ilya is having a bad week and the last thing he needs is some gossip site implying Shane is rekindling things with Rose. Shane wants to reassure Ilya and thank fuck the trophy room is right there.
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All About Irina by Kardnay
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
26 Mar 2026
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Thanks to Ilya finding her in time, Irina survived her suicide attempt. Grigori eventually divorced her (thankfully) and she slowly recovered from the depths of her depression. Years later, Ilya is one of the most successful players in the NHL, juggling not disappointing his father, taking care of his mother, and lying to himself about what he feels for his archrival.
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Pinged by halfbaked_ziti
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jan 2026
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Harris hadn’t meant to say anything. He hadn’t even realized what he’d said, honestly, until Ilya’s reaction: choking on his beer, eyes bugging out, looking more nervous than Harris had ever seen him look.
Why couldn’t he have just kept his mouth shut? He was tipsy, and probably a bit too comfortable, but still. He should have known better. He felt like the biggest asshole alive.
Hold on. Rewind. Start from the beginning.
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Five times Ilya Rozanov set off Harris Drover's gaydar (and Harris said nothing), + one time Harris completely put his foot in it
(originally a one-shot, now updated to include a chapter 2/coda)
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31 May 2026
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they (don't) know about us by rachelrae
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 Apr 2026
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A second, then a blur. Ilya knocking over one of the kitchen island stools to engulf Shane. His shaking frame holding Shane so tight, Shane felt himself shaking back. He could only hold on back, just as tightly.
“Please.” Came the strangled voice by his left ear. “Please, tell me.”
And who was Shane to ever deny a wish of Ilya Rozanov.
“I’m signing to Ottawa. Tomorrow. If you would want to come with.”
And then Ilya was shoving him back, holding him close to his face. “Of course. I drive. Of course I come.”
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Shane, fed up with Montreal, signs to Ottawa before their relationship is revealed. While he doesn't plan on keeping that a secret for long, he asks Ilya to let him get to know the team first, before they come out. To maybe have a normal season. Meanwhile, the rest of the Centaurs are going crazy trying to figure out what is going on between their captain and Shane Hollander and why they keep showing up in the same car??Series
- Part 7 of HR Alternate Relationship Reveals
- Part 1 of every kiss, it gets a little sweeter
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21 May 2026
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“Hollander. Relax. So you lost one game,” Ilya said. “Big deal. Win next time.”
“It is a big deal,” Shane said. His hands were clenched tightly into fists. “It’s not just the game. You know I can’t afford to fuck up like this, not this close to playoffs. It’s a pretty big deal. Fuck. And it’s my fault. I wasn’t focused. I can play better than that, and I just… didn’t.”
“Okay, your fault, so what?” Ilya shrugged. “You think you should be punished for this?”Series
- Part 2 of missing scenes
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20 May 2026
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“Fuck, look at you,” Ilya breathes. “Ask me for it again.”
“Hit me,” Shane says instantly, not a moment of hesitation.
“Is your face not sore? You still want more?”
“It’s sore,” Shane answers. “Please. I want more.”
“Fuck,” Ilya hisses, and he extends his arm out, muscular and powerful, and he brings it down hard, harder than any of the previous smacks. This one makes Shane’s head reel, his entire upper half jolting in response to it. Ilya watches in concern and fascination, gauging his reaction.
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Ilya's playful slap during the Hayden phone call scene awakens something in Shane.
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18 May 2026
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a hockey injury makes ilya curious
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18 May 2026