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    Looking down at Rody, Vincent is unsure if the dizziness in his head is messing with him, but he sees something in the boy's eyes he's never seen before: a certain fascination, a hunger, a desire.

    “Alors, je sens dans moi…”

    Vincent stiffens as Rody’s fingers brush across his temple and gently tuck a strand of hair behind his ear, leaving a prickling trail of excitement along his skin.

    “Mon cœur… qui bat…” Rody finishes softly, his hand gently caressing Vincent’s cheek. Vincent isn't used to such physical contact, but he finds himself melting into the touch. His eyelids flutter closed, savoring the slight roughness of Rody’s thumb as it brushes against his lower lip.

    He wants more.

    As if he could read his mind, Rody faintly whispers, “...kiss me...”
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    OR: What if Rody and Vincent first met in college? What if they were roommates who secretly developed feelings for each other until fate tore them apart? Reunited a decade later, will so many years of unresolved pining finally come to a head?

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    07 May 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    crying and sobbing violently on the floor because of this great job

  2. Public Bookmark 67

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    Pure Vanilla Cookie is a priest of the church in the Vanilla Village. He is a very well respected and known man of purity and kindness, who practices exorcisms to those who had been possessed or are being haunted by demons in his village.

    It all changes when he meets a demon, a demon he can’t exorcise. Shadow Milk Cookie, who makes him doubt in his own religion and fall in love with him. Will Pure Vanilla be able to keep their relationship secret? Will he be able to resist the harlequin’s temptations?

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    22 Mar 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 65

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    Tanned hands sprinkled with darker freckles, tracing a slow path up the white and golden sleeves of his suit, as if mapping the texture and committing it to memory, as they traveled from his pale blue palms to his covered elbows, and further still to his shoulders. Tracing the shape of the wide popped collar of his uniform, before pausing at the cool feeling of the golden metal that lined the lozenge-shaped pin holding the blue gleaming Soul Jam.
    ...
    And from there, those freckled hands, so very very warm, travelled up, fingertips gently brushing his blue chin and tracing the shape of his jaw and neck, while the thumbs brushed the lower half of his cheeks, memorizing the feel of his face and skin, before they moved to cradle the sides of his face, holding onto him so tenderly, so lovingly, that he couldn't help but bring his own hands up to rest over them in return, holding them lightly to his face as he leaned his head to the left, pressing his cheek further into the warm palm, and just letting himself enjoy the contact, his pale blue face now flushed a darker blue, even as he allowed himself the luxury of a brief nuzzle, unable to resist the temptation when it was being so willingly offered by his counterpart.

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    12 Mar 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    inhaling this like i'm a starving victorian child who's just been given a whole rotisserie chicken

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    The night before they depart, Pure Vanilla stumbles upon a breakthrough. A book, burned and scarred from the ages, but detailing the proper steps to starting a relationship. Dating back to Shadow Milk’s time, perhaps this will let him break past the other’s shell and finally make have the other take him up on his offer of friendship! All he has to do is follow these steps, and they should be friends in no time, as the book says!

    Shadow Milk, for his part, is thrown by his counterpart suddenly flipping the script and trying to woo him.

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    01 Mar 2025

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    Shadow Milk visits in a dream. He wants to show Pure Vanilla what he's missing-- he underestimates the healer's resolve, and his own sensitivity. A flower field burns to ash, and again, Shadow Milk wakes up alone in the morning.

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    27 Feb 2025