Koallander



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    “Tell me, lyubimyy,” Ilya pushes, his hand crawling around to cradle the side of Shane’s face. His palm is brazen against Shane’s skin. He’s defeated against Ilya’s efforts; his sway and his strength against Shane.

    Shane nudges into that hand, his nose running against the inside of Ilya’s wrist. Wafts of Ilya’s blood fill his nose, sweet with a biting edge. He pulls himself back mentally and berates that ache stinging his gums.

    His eyes are shut as he says, “Just reading and thinking.”

    Ilya glances at the book at the foot of the bed, “Naturally,” he chides, softness lacing around his tone.

    Naturally, right.

    Nothing he does is natural. It was never natural the moment he became what he was. Everything about him is questionable— uncanny.

    or, spending time with Shane at the cottage means many things, one of those being a secret that Ilya is determined to figure out.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Shane has to hold back his hunger but Ilya accepts him

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    "I'm going to give you a choice," he says. Shane is looking up at him with as much annoyance as he can muster and is failing spectacularly. He looks like a guilty puppy. "Either I make you come five times tonight, or I come inside you five times. You get to pick."

    From a guilty puppy to an extremely confused and shocked grown man. "What?"

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    30 May 2026

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    5 competitive orgasms

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    Ilya starts calling Shane boring regularly after that, not cruelly but persistently, the way you press a bruise you know is there just to confirm it still hurts. Shane's cereal is boring, Shane's training schedule is boring, Shane's shoes lined up by the door are boring, and Shane responds with variations of "fuck off" and "you're an asshole" that become increasingly creative and occasionally surprising. They do not talk about anything that matters. They talk about groceries and whose turn it is to take out the trash and whether Ilya's music is too loud at midnight, which it is.

    On the ice, Shane is someone else entirely. Ilya watches him from the upper stands every morning with vending machine coffee going cold in his hand and doesn't tell anyone.

    Or: Shane asked Ilya once how you know when it's the right person. Ilya described Shane to him, and Shane didn't recognise himself.

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    26 May 2026

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    Really good recommendation

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    “Hollander,” he scolds, going to collect Shane’s jeans and underwear to fold them so that the world doesn’t break or something. “What are you doing?”

    “Giving you a new pack, idiot. Take your pants off.”

    --OR--

    Ilya is being sent back to Russia to take over as Rozanov pack alpha. Unless he can find a new pack first.

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    25 May 2026

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    Bitching shane

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    "It would be kind of hot if we… pretended." Shane shrugged, glad that he had to keep his eyes on the road to avoid looking at Ilya's reaction.

    "Tell me more." Was all Ilya said, but Shane caught a whiff of something in the air: arousal.

    "I know we both agreed we'd rather be with each other rather than with any omega out there, but sometimes I wonder what it would be like."

    "To be an omega?"

    "To be fucked like an omega." Shane was blushing, and Ilya reached over to caress his freckled cheek with his thumb.

    "So you want me to pretend you're an omega and fuck you so good you actually believe you're one?" Ilya said and the blush on Shane's cheek grew darker as his fantasy was described perfectly.

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    OR Ilya fucks Shane so good he actually turns into an omega.

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    25 May 2026

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    Ilya fucks the alpha outbid Shane literally