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    He had never seen this look on Ilya’s face before. It wasn’t anger. It was something else. Something scarier than seeing him angry. Fear. He has never seen his boyfriend like this.

    Ilya wasn’t even sure if he was physically hurt. He wasn’t worried about that. He couldn’t think straight. His adrenaline was rushing.

    “Ничего не стоящий.” Worthless. His father’s words rang in his head.

     

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    Shane and Ilya have a very intense argument. Shane gets overstimulated and pushes Ilya off of him. This sends Ilya into a PTSD flashback. PTSD flashback leads to manic episode. (Ilya Rozanov needs a hug)

    Ilya’s mental health relapses and spirals. He goes through all the motions.

    Title from “None of Your Concern” by Jhené Aiko

    Inspired by Yes Sir by EmuWithATopHat (i finally found the inspo fic after weeks of searching)

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    10 May 2026

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    5 times Ilya was rough with Shane, and 1 time he was so gentle, Shane didn’t know what to do with it.

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    “Why was the fucking balcony door open?” 

    “I had a cigarette,” Ilya admits in a guilty rush. “You don’t like the smoke. I was—trying to get it out before you came. And then you were here, and I—” 

    And then Shane was here, and any hope of thinking about absolutely anything else had vanished into the chill of the night air. But he can’t say this, can’t say that the world narrows to a fine point when Hollander enters a room, that Ilya can finally fucking get in air when all he has to do is touch Shane like breathing and not carry Cups and build legacies and grin and bear it for cameras and share a last name and an ankle-weight of a country with his father. 

    “Sorry,” Ilya tells him again, hating the way his voice trembles. 

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