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    "I think we are stuck. Fuck." Rozanov said sounding entirely too calm while confirming Hayden's worst nightmare. He was stuck. In an elevator. With Ilya fucking Rozanov. Fuck fuck fuuuck. Hayden wouldn't say he had any real phobias, except maybe his daughters becoming teenagers, but if he had one it was cramped spaces. It wasn't debilitating in any way and usually not relevant, he was fine as long as he you know, could get out. But that was kinda the thing about being stuck in an elevator, you could in fact not get out. Hayden could already feel himself starting to panic internally.

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    The forced proximity (platonic) Haydenov fic that no one asked for :)

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    25 May 2026

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    “Jackie?” Shane’s question cuts through the silence, and Jackie winces at the frantic rasp of his voice.

    “Right here, honey.” She tries to keep her voice light, wrapping her hand around Hayden’s wrist and meeting his worried gaze over the phone. “What’s going on?”

    “I need your help.” Shane croaks out. “They called, but they won’t - I need to know if he’s okay, but they won’t tell me.” The end of his sentence disappears in something so close to a sob it makes something in Jackie’s chest freeze over.

     

     

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    23 May 2026

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    Shane and Ilya have finally figured out that they want to be boyfriends, now they have to navigate what that looks like. Also, they’re not very good at hiding how much they actually like each other and mainly have the ‘well known fact’ of their old rivalry and the general heteronormativity of the NHL to thank for keeping suspicion off their backs. But not everyone thinks being gay is an impossibility, especially not other gay hockey players, so how long will they be able to keep their relationship hidden? And from whom?

    Inspired by how many times they each think "now that he knew they were together he didn't know how they were going to be able to hide this" after the I Love Yous in Heated Rivalry. Hear me out: They can’t.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    My intention is for this series to be supplemental to the Heated Rivalry TV series. Each work will be a stand-alone perspective of either Shane or Ilya (and probably a few cameos by ancillary characters) throughout the series. Everything written will always be canon-compliant with the TV show. Any future references I might use from the books may not remain canon compliant if the TV show heads in a different direction. But I don't expect to be writing that far into the future for that to be an issue.

    I am essentially trying to both expand the episode and go deeper into themes, rationales, and actions of the characters. For a multimedia type experience, readers could read these while watching the actual episodes; I do that when I'm writing.

    If you've taken the time to read one or more of these works, I thank you very much for your time and support. :)

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    05 Apr 2026

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    Wyatt was not, like, nosy. For sure, he was interested. He was curious. He engaged with people, obviously, because most people were interesting and engaging and had cool thoughts and said neat stuff if you asked.

    So, no. Wyatt wasn’t nosy, but he wasn’t stupid, either.

    Or: A Bromance Blooms In Ottawa
    Or: The Ballad of Wyatt and Ilya

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    09 Feb 2026