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    “I did something stupid,” Shane confesses, inhaling rapidly. He's still crying, still frozen in the doorway, besides his hitching chest and watering eyes. Hayden's never seen him like this, overtaken with emotion, bitter exhaustion in his voice. He makes a soft choked noise, and Hayden immediately wants to kill something, whatever it is that's making him feel so awful. “I—Hayds—you're gonna hate me—”

    “No,” Hayden says before he can even finish the thought, almost hurt by the accusation. “No way. You're—I wouldn't. I won't.”

    Shane sniffs, offering him a sad smile, his eyes watery and solemn. It's an unfamiliar look, burnt through with sorrow and twisting doubt, sharp worry in the furrow of his brow. “You are,” he says, soft and certain. “I do, and I'm the one who's doing it.”

    OR: Shane returns to the hotel room, post-tuna melt. Hayden spirals.

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    The doorbell rings just as Shane is finishing brushing his teeth – the first thing they rose to do, because he wants to kiss Ilya good morning – and he and Ilya exchange a confused look in the bathroom mirror. It's barely dawn, and Ilya's curls are adorably tousled from sleep as he scratches his ribs lazily, toothbrush dangling from the corner of his mouth. 

    Shane hesitates, then rinses his toothpaste out and runs a hand through his hair. "Fuck, it's probably anti-doping."

    No one else would be here at this hour – unless it's an emergency.

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    “I can’t go on this trip with him,” Louis whines.

    “You’ve said that how many–”

    “But I really can’t. The last trip we were both sent on, he locked me in the coach toilet.”

    “You don’t know that was him,” Zayn reminds him, unhelpful as ever. “The coach driver even said that the toilet was known for being dodgy, remember?”

    “It was him.” Sure, Louis has no proof, but it was Harry who was standing right outside it when he finally got the door open half an hour later, face flushed with panic. “I can’t trust him, he’s worse than the kids.”

    “You’re both as bad as each other, I’d say.”

    or, Louis has hated Harry for five years. It's the only thing the omega is truly sure of in life. A school trip and the alpha's confusing new personality changes everything.

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    “I meant… I dunno. If you don’t want to have sex until you’ve found your Alpha or whatever, maybe you should… experience it differently? Like on the phone, or online, or something. Then you’re not losing your virginity or anything but you can still… see what it's like a bit?”

    Louis furrowed his brow, pausing the spoon halfway between the bowl and his mouth.

    “I know what sex is like, Liam. I’ve watched porn,” Louis responded petulantly.

    or the one where louis falls in love with the alpha at the other end of the phone line

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