Lauvender
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Straight lines and raised skin by Lauvender
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
23 Apr 2022
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Denki comes home to an apartment bathed in darkness, the only visible light coming from outside, where the curtains haven’t been drawn shut. When he calls his husband’s name it goes unanswered.
He’s pretty sure something’s wrong, starts going through the rooms methodically. First is the living room. Picture frames line the walls, blankets lay folded on the sofa. Hitoshi's not there.
He checks the kitchen, then the bathroom, has some hope that he won’t find anything there, no signs of frantic, impulsive actions. A stained towel, hastily stuffed into the hamper, and disinfectant out on the counter rob him of that hope.
So the bedroom it is.
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Recovery isn’t about going back to how you were, it’s about creating someone new.
It gets worse before it gets better.
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Self acceptance and dicking down by Lauvender
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
02 May 2021
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It has never felt like this before.
He has never felt like this before.
He’s never experienced this rise and fall of nerves and excitement and fear woven throughout fleeting thoughts and ever present feelings. It’s exhilarating. It’s terrifying. It’s nothing like he’d imagined it would be.
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After three years of being with Denki, without expectation of sexuality, Hitoshi wakes up feeling an unknown desire deep within his gut. It's scary, it's unknown, it's exhilerating and thank god he has Denki to guide him through it.
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Shane could deny it – he could try to pretend the man in the audio whimpering for more isn’t him, that it’s a scam, that it was fake or edited. He could get lawyers involved, or take it to the press before anything leaks and control the narrative himself. But he doesn’t know how much more the blackmailer has, and he can’t risk Ilya getting outed or deported or – well, he can’t risk Ilya.
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Just a Habit by mar1p0sa_papp1l0n
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Feb 2026
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It wasn’t like he had to throw up, Ilya reasoned. It was just a bad habit, and he quit those all the time. But he was leaving the cottage in two days, and the thought of packing up this life with Shane into his carry-on and flying back to Boston alone was tying him in knots. He was just stressed, and vomiting made him feel lighter. He didn’t need to, though.
Or, a study of Ilya's recklessness and unhealthy coping as a foil to Shane's ED-coded behaviors, where he has his own disordered habits. He has it under control, until he doesn't. This work is fully finished, just updating as I edit :)
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16 Jun 2026
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Shane and Ilya had mutually agreed to keep their whatever-they’re-doing out of Sochi. It was an easy decision to make: this was bigger than any MLH rivalry and definitely bigger than a few hotel hook-ups. There was no room for distractions, not with Olympic gold on the line.
So it’d be really fucking great if their daemons could get on the same page and stop trying to cause an international fucking incident.
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- Part 7 of my heated rivalry anon fics
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20 Apr 2026
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Spolia Victoris by OpalApparition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
08 Feb 2026
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“Does the Dominus enjoy serving a slave?” Ilya murmured.
Shane looked up at him through dark lashes. His mouth was a hairsbreadth away from Ilya’s cock, and Ilya could see the exact moment the last of his composure burned out, shedding, the way a snake left its old skin behind, eyes bright and body underneath already new—
—and instead of answering, Shane licked a stripe up the underside of his shaft, root to tip.
The law calls Ilya a slave. The mob of Rome calls him their lion, their Gladiator. Senator’s son Shane calls him to his bed.
Now Shane wants to call him free, but that means owning him first.
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05 Apr 2026
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Alligator Bites Never Heal by flawlessassholes
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Mar 2026
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His outstretched glove hangs there, frozen, as the noise of the arena mutates into a ringing buzz. Then he’s moving, pushed away by Marlow, and then Boston’s goalie. There’s a flurry of movement, a trainer with a towel, more blood dripping onto the ice, and he just. Stands there. Staring.
Ilya is helped off the ice. Shane doesn’t even tap his stick.
Remember when Sidney Crosby caught a puck with his jaw? That doesn't happen to Shane. That happens to Ilya.
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- Part 1 of Alligator Bites Never Heal
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26 Mar 2026