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  1. Public Bookmark 35

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    Shane asks Ilya a question that reflects himself more than it does his fiance.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    The locker room was buzzing in a way Shane could feel right below the surface of his skin. Not quite progressed to a humming in his bones, but getting there. His body felt like a switchboard, with every nerve lit up. He could feel the weight of each strand of hair against his scalp. The pool of sweat starting to dry against his lower back in the way that always made him want to scrub his skin raw.

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    Shane learns the language for the things he’s experienced his whole life. It opens up his world but also leads him to grieve the life he could have had if he only knew the words sooner. At least he doesn’t have to navigate it alone.

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    12 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 93

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    Shane's voice cracked, another set of tears threatening to start forming behind his eyes, and Ilya swallowed. He hated that Shane was beating himself for this. Brushing his fingers over Shane’s temple, he said: “No one is perfect on their first try. You will learn how to do it, you–”

    Shane shook his head. “No, Ilya, I– Can you fuck me?”

    Or: Shane and Ilya have been best friends for six years, and when Shane needs to figure out something about himself, the phrase 'a friend in need is a friend indeed' becomes more real than ever.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Deep down inside his soul, Shane is a bottomless pit of want. He wants more. More time, more Rozanov. He wants Rozanov to want him back just as badly. It’s too bad that Rozanov doesn’t seem to want anything from him at all.

    It doesn’t matter. He’ll deal with it, just like he always does, because he has to. Even if he isn’t so sure he can anymore.

    OR: After the MLH Awards in Vegas, Shane and Ilya hook up. What if it went a little bit differently?

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    09 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 37

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    This was supposed to be a one chapter fic, but I’m splitting it into two. I have been working on this for more than a month and really want to publish at least some of it. (I have finals right now so I’m sorry if it takes a bit for the rest of the story to come out). Anyway, please mind the tags! This is a very disturbing and graphic fic! Ps. I’m sorry Yuna, but I need more evil Yuna fics😔

    Shane and Ilya are doing great! Ottawa made it to the playoffs, and pretty far too! No Stanley cup this year, but thats okay! Shane is doing great… really.
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    Shane freaks out during sex, which leads to Ilya finding out a secret he was never supposed to know.

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    05 Jun 2026