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"This isn’t a story about tragedy.
This isn’t a story about miracles. Or medical science.
This isn’t a story about fear.
This isn’t a story about anger.
This isn’t a story about shirts."An accident on the show leaves Adam a C2 quadriplegic.
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- Part 1 of Not About Shirts
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The plane exploded.
It burned down to a shell of twisted metal and Peter was left holding a shell of Neal Caffrey. -
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Had Peter been the kind of guy who would risk it all to be with Neal, who would throw caution to the wind, then Neal wouldn't have been nearly as infatuated with him.
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After a personal tragedy Jamie withdraws. Adam knows the perfect place to take him to get away from it all.
"Jamie laid down in the back seat all the way to White Sands. There weren't usually clouds in this part of New Mexico, so the sky out the back windows never changed. Jamie could almost convince himself he wasn't moving at all. The feeling of not moving had become a constant in his life, lately." -
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Neal’s file said that as far as the FBI was concerned he wasn’t from anywhere. That doesn't stop Peter from looking.
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This is a fic about James, falling in love despite his differences. And it's about Ben, who I adore, and I hope you will, too.
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My crazy pet AU where Adam becomes a vented quadriplegic after an accident on the show. Adam responds like Adam, Jamie responds like Jamie. Fics are a lot more fluffy than you'd think :)
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“I've seen that face before. It’s the face of someone who can’t see a way through anymore.”
It hurt to say, and based on Robby’s expression, it hurt to hear. Jack watched as his friend’s face filtered through an array of emotions, everything from hurt to offended to angry to defeated.
“I’ve seen it before. I’ve felt it before. And I can’t walk away from it, Robby. I can’t walk away from you. Please don’t ask me to.”or
Jack devised a plan to prevent Robby from leaving -- blowing up the motorcycle was his first choice, having a heart-to-heart was his second.
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07 Jun 2026
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Robby is fifty-four years old after PittFest and trying really hard not to come to terms with the fact that he is trans, even if it means destroying himself in the process. Jack is having none of it. He will love Robby no matter what, thank you very much.
There is a terrible feeling in her guts. Dread has settled there like a voracious tick, and the more it grows, the more faint she feels.
Jack knows. Jack knows. He saw the boy in the mirror. The boy who has stubbornly refused to go away since PittFest. She tried to get rid of him. She really did. She tried so hard, but the more she tried, the stronger he became. Now, she can’t look in a mirror without seeing him. It doesn’t matter what she is or isn't wearing, he is always there. Watching. Judging. Reminding her of everything she is doing wrong.
But at least, he was her secret. Not anymore though. She is certain Jack saw him. And she is certain this is the beginning of the end. Nothing will ever be the same.
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- Part 3 of Trans Michael "Robby" Robinavitch
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07 Jun 2026
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After a date ends with Jack being sexually assaulted, he finds himself completely adrift, questioning his masculinity, his sanity and his capability.
Robby is there to help him find his way again.
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- Part 1 of My body is a temple
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06 Jun 2026
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"You're part of the night shift," Dr. Abbot smiles as he crosses his arms over his chest. "That can change, but you're part of my team now. We take care of each other. And yeah, I know I'm not cool as the others, but someone needs to take care of the pack, you know?"
"Like the packs from the Twilight saga," Mel points out.
Dr. Abbot just blinks at her before replying: "Yeah, why the fuck not? Just like Twilight."
(or 5 times Jack took care of his Night Shift + 1 time Night Shift took care of Jack).
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- Part 4 of the rabbot series
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04 Jun 2026
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Darnell nodded, glancing over Robby like he was trying to place him in the hierarchy of important to ignorable and it could go either way. "What's this?"
"MSF FNG," Jack shot back. Whatever that meant, he sounded amused.
Darnell scoffed and looked to Robby, expression going decidedly unimpressed. "Oh, yeah? You here to find yourself? Have an adventure? Do something hard?" he asked, each question more mocking than the last.
And there was that question again, like it was haunting Robby. He stifled his instinct to bite back and kept it simple: "I'm here to help."
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04 Jun 2026