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    After Shane suffers another miscarriage, Ilya decides he’ll be the one to get pregnant this time to save Shane and their marriage. But to spare his husband more grief, Ilya vows to keep the secret entirely to himself until they clear the fragile thirteen-week milestone.

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    The screen lit up with Dr. Chen’s last text, sent hours ago: Call me when you’re ready. The offer still stands.

    Ilya stared at Dr. Chen’s message again, thumb hovering over the keyboard. He could still hear Shane’s voice, raw with grief—What if we’re not meant to be parents?—and the memory alone was enough to make his stomach twist.

    Ilya finally found his voice, rough with emotion. “My turn,” he whispered, the words a vow, a confession, and a promise, all in one.

    He typed…

    Ilya: I’m ready.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    “Do you know this name, ‘Shane Hollander’?”
    The kid looked at Shane, chewing his lip and frowning a little, before turning back to Rozanov. “I think so, yes.”
    “Who is he?
    “Uh… a hockey player?”
    “No,” Rozanov said in a harsh, cutting tone. “He is no one. Because he is on my ice. Understand?”

    To help with his edge control, the Metros' coach recommends Shane take figure skating lessons with someone named Ilya Rozanov. Rozanov is rude, abrasive, and insists he will only teach Shane in a group class for kids. Shane, a rookie hell-bent on proving himself and unwilling to disappoint his coach, refuses to give up despite how much Rozanov tries to humiliate him each lesson.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    When the season ends, Shane Hollander decides to hole up in his cottage after winning his fourth Stanley Cup and coming out, not knowing that someone other than his parents and closest friends knows the location of his sanctuary.

    Ilya Rozanov is 29, has a ton of money, and way too much time on his hands, which is a dangerous combination for someone with his personality.

    OR: Ilya Rozanov loves Shane Hollander. He loves him deeply. He loves him so so much that he built a beautiful home designed solely for the two of them. Now, all he needs is to meet Shane in person, and to do that, he must kidnap him first.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Shane scoffs, throwing his hands up. “I just want to figure this out. We have to live together, we should be—“

    “We should be what?” Ilya laughs. “Braiding each other’s hair like girls, yes?”

    “No. I just don’t think we need to be so hostile.

    “I don’t like you,” Ilya says plainly. “You are irritating, and you are boring. In two years, we will be done with hockey and college, and neither of us will have existed to each other. Let it be that.”

    (Or: Ilya Rozanov is a rich kid who has been kicked out of another university. His new university, while not bad, tries to give him a new roommate. Shane Hollander is a sweetheart who hasn't had an easy life after the loss of both of his parents. After doing some ugly things to make ends meet, all he wants is a normal, happy college experience and an education that would make his mom proud, while trying to balance the hideous things still chasing him.)

    *rape/noncon is not between shane and Ilya*

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    11 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 64

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    Husbands Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov loved each other and loved their boyfriend, Luca Haas.

    He shared many traits with both Shane and Ilya, but after letting something slip out, Ilya starts to get concerned that maybe Luca was like him in another way, one that he never wanted for his boy.

    -The main theme is an exploration of Luca's mental health, but this is a Heated Rivalry fic, so don't worry there will be plenty of smut amongst the angst!

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    7/?
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    10 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 65

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    “Promise to listen?” Shane asks seriously. “Just… hear me out, is all I’m asking. I think we can make this work.”
    Ilya swallows. “I will try,” he agrees in an uncharacteristically serious tone. “But I am not doing anything that could hurt you.”
    Shane nods. That’s fine, that is understandable. He can work with that.
    He flips open to the page he had jotted notes down on, cheeks warming as Ilya gets a glance at the various sex toys written in his chicken scratch handwriting.
    “What is a concern you have with sharing a rut?” Shane decides to start, voice even and ready to address his worries.

    _____

    Shane wants to help Ilya with his rut, but being his rut partner poses risks when both partners are alphas. Shane comes up with a plan to act more like an omega so he can help Ilya, but neglects to tell Ilya how insecure it makes him feel to not be able to help him on his own. Hurt feelings ensure.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    At twenty-five, Shane works from home in cyber security. He gets all his groceries delivered. He avoids the outside world whenever possible. Finally—finally—he caves to his parents’ insistence that it’s time to purchase an omega.

    Ilya is supposed to be difficult. That’s what the auction house warned him, anyway. They aren’t wrong. Between the language barrier, the violent mood swings, incessant noise, and feral behaviors, Ilya is nothing like the obedient omegas Shane is raised to expect. Half the time, Shane can’t tell if the man hates him, fears him, or is losing his damn mind. Probably all of them, all the time. The other half of the time, Ilya watches him like he’s waiting for Shane to spring a trap. News flash: there isn’t one.

    Shane doesn't have any inkling of what he’s doing. He’s never shared space with another human being before. Let alone an omega who doesn't understand personal space. As the walls crack between them, Shane notices things he never questioned before. He realizes there is something deeply troubling in the world he grew up in.

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    10/?
    Comments:
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    03 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 70

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    Hayden ends up in a long-distance situationship with his best friend and his best friend’s partner. He would prefer it to become a real relationship, or for one of them to just end it so he can move on. Either way, the Hollanovs make that difficult.

    IR:

    Go to bed, Pike. It's late

    Hayden read the message again. Still the same. He blinked, looked up and then back down. And nope, still there.

    IR:

    You have a roadie ahead. Would have spanked you hours ago and put you straight to bed after. Dangerous if you play unconcentrated

    Shane agrees with me

    SH:

    Sleep well!

    He groaned and then turned around and bundled himself up in his blanket.

    What the actual fuck was he doing?

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    Chapters:
    6/?
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    02 Jun 2026

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    "Fuck you."

    A small smile curved Ilya's mouth. Not cruel. Almost patient, patronizing. "There it is. I was wondering how long it would take." He rose from the chair and crossed the room in three easy strides, then crouched down beside Shane. Close enough that Shane could smell him. Leather and soap and something underneath, something warm and spiced. "You are going to say that a lot, I think. In the beginning."

    Shane's jaw tightened. "You're going to kill me anyway. Might as well skip the bullshit."

    "If I wanted you dead, Shane Hollander, you would be dead."

    -

    Shane Hollander is a government agent, known for his self-control and restraint; Ilya Rozanov is a crime boss with some bad intentions.
    DD:DNE, DLDR, pure non-con/dub-con hypnosis/Stockholm Sydrome smut

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    Comments:
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    02 Jun 2026

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    “Eyes on me.” There is a sharp satisfaction as those eyes lift immediately to meet his again. “I need your name.”

    The man’s lashes flutter. “Shane, sir.”

    Ilya nods and lets his hand move through Shane’s hair. It is soft, and Shane leans into the touch, eyes closing briefly as if the contact alone is enough to ground him. The response is so natural that it gives Ilya pause.

    “Tell me about your limits.” Ilya doubts he is going to be close to any limits tonight, as Shane looks like he already had a pretty rough night. But he still needs to ask, good hygiene. 

    A small smile appears on Shane’s face, he looks at Ilya deeply, eyes not wandering away as he speaks, “There are no limit, sir.” He looks at the disbelief appearing on Ilya’s face and offers, “I’m the house slave.”

     

    Or, Ilya didn’t come for attachment, but Shane, bruised, obedient, and unraveling, becomes the one thing he can’t leave broken.

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    01 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 57

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    Shane misbehaved. Ilya thought a punishment was in order.

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    31 May 2026

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    After Shane Hollander's sudden trade to the Ottawa Centaurs three years into their careers, Ilya Rozanov can't help his curiosity, or his impulse.

    With no one else truly on his level, and desperate to know what happened to his greatest rival, Ilya joins the Centaurs only to find that something is truly wrong with Shane Hollander.

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    Traded mid-season, Shane Hollander is fighting to keep it together. His secret was discovered and nearly made public, but that didn't stop the backlash. The backlash the never ended, a constant reminder of why he kept the secret.

    Then, Ilya Rozanov barges into his life, into his new safe space, and Rozanov had come to remind Shane who the fuck he is and what he deserves.

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    31 May 2026

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    Luca's had plenty of time to get used to how things are in the big leagues. Plenty of time to learn the ins and outs, plenty of time to settle into the team dynamic and get used to playing with the two men he idolized his entire childhood.

    Plenty of time to figure out how to get his head on straight after games, plenty of time to figure out how to decompress after practices. Everyone seems to have their own thing, except for Luca. He just can't seem to get his head on right. At least until he learns that sometimes, giving up complete control, is exactly what he needs. And who better to do it with the two people he trust the most?

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    The one where Luca tries to do a Dom/sub dynamic through grindr and Shane and Ilya are like yeah....no that's not going to work. We can help.

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    29 May 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 61

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    After a brutal practice, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov notice bruises on their young teammate Luca Haas that have nothing to do with hockey. When a concerned lunch invitation turns into Luca bolting in shame, the married couple refuses to let him spiral alone.
    What starts as worry turns into something deeper when Luca finally admits the truth: he’s a masochist who’s been meeting strangers on Grindr because he has no one he trusts enough to give him what he needs.
    Shocked, ashamed, and certain he’s too broken to be wanted, Luca never expects Shane and Ilya to offer him a place in their relationship — not out of pity, but because they see him. Because they want him.
    Now the three of them are navigating trust, boundaries, and a new dynamic built on praise, pain, and patience. Luca just wants to be good for them. Shane needs control and care. Ilya wants to protect them both.
    Slow burn polyamory, heavy kink negotiation, and the realization that maybe the bruises were always leading him home.

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    3,484

    29 May 2026

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    “Tell me again to release you, Granger.
    Tell me again that you just want to be friends.”

    It’s been five years since Draco last spoke to Granger. Things are different now, and though earning her trust will be a challenge, he can’t seem to keep himself away.
    Hermione has been busy advocating for elves around the world, but when her breakup with Ron turns her life upside-down, she knows there’s only one person who can help her.

    Alternating POVs between Hermione and Draco. Slow burn, eventual smut, light dom/sub. Diverges from canon after Voldemort's defeat.

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    Chapters:
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    28 May 2026

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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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    Chapters:
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    27 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 32

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    Shane Hollander is a sex pet. Has been traded, tossed around, abused, tortured, and raped since he was sixteen. A slave. An Omega.

    He’s sold and packed up to a mafia boss, Ilya Rozanov. He’s hot, but he’s a total black flag. Will Shane Hollander survive? Or will he die before reaching the ripe age of thirty-five?

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    Chapters:
    13/13
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    Kudos:
    97
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    19 May 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov signed his life away at 18, spending the last ten years being owned by multiple Alphas in Russia. Regardless of how softly and sweetly these Canadians talk, being owned by Shane Hollander will be no different.

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    5/?
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    19 May 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 73

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    After Rozanov failed to provide aftercare in Vegas, resulting in the worst subdrop of his life, Hollander leaves him on read and tries to move on. Four years later, he finds himself traded to Boston after a BDSM-related nerve injury keeps Hollander from dragging his useless team to the playoffs two years in a row. Now, Rozanov and Hollander have to break down their walls to work together as a team, and maybe, just maybe, they can do more than that too.

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    19 May 2026

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    The fire went out a long time ago. All that remains is ash.

    After years of trafficking, Ilya Rozanov has been conditioned to expect pain from every outstretched hand. So when he's placed with Shane Hollander, a seemingly gentle man in a quiet cottage, he knows better than to believe that it's rescue. It is a new chance to be good enough, if he can just figure out what this one wants from him.

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    Chapters:
    4/?
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    165
    Kudos:
    545
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    Hits:
    9,000

    19 May 2026

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