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    Under the guidance of his doctor and mostly out of desperation due to his last annual heat being severe enough to nearly land him in the hospital, Shane Hollander knows he needs to take a heat partner for the first time if he doesn’t want to end up in a cycle facility.
    With his options between hiring a comfort alpha or asking one Ilya Rozanov for help, the choice is clear to Shane. Even if it feels like he’s losing every shred of his dignity to ask his - rival? fuckbuddy? - whatever Rozanov is to help him through his heat, Rozanov is the only alpha he trusts enough to take care of him.
    Rozanov is due for his own rut and is more than happy to finally, finally have heat sex with Hollander. Which is why he says yes with no hesitation. No other reason, of course.
    Now they both just need to survive the week with their hearts intact, which is something far easier said than done.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    "I'm working myself up to a nice warm bliss,
    All my memories of you ring like tinnitus.
    If I stop, it's just pain,
    Please, don't rein me in."

    Shane Hollander is in league-mandated pre-heat, forced off the ice and miserably alone.

    Until Ilya Rozanov decides to call and make everything worse. Or better? No. Definitely worse.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    Shane wasn't sure if he truly knew what it meant to be an Alpha.

    Ilya would make it so he didn't need to be an Alpha at all.

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    Or, Shane gets bitched.

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    24 Jan 2026

  4. Rec 6

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    Vash, Wolfwood, and their incredibly complicated relationship with power, pain, the past and each other.

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    10 Nov 2025

  5. Rec 42

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    Wolfwood thinks Vash is being a tease.

    Vash shows him what an actual tease looks like.

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    16 Sep 2025

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    It can’t be deliberate, of course. It’s a flagrant breach of protocol. Not something Kim Kitsuragi would do without good reason, and you are not that.

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    24 Apr 2025

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    Wolfwood’s palm landed on Vash’s forehead, heavy and warm and edged with the sharp bite of calluses.

    The world went white.

    Vash had learned long ago that time was different for humans. They needed nearly a quarter of a second to react to anything, and Vash had fundamentally shifted his systems to stay aligned to that, because life got boring fast when everything moved slower than you. But the weight of Wolfwood’s hand on his forehead opened up the gulf between the click of the second hand, and Vash was falling, falling, falling, through endless milliseconds of blinding light as a bell tone rang in his bones and started to vibrate outwards--

    Deep inside Vash, a door labeled NICHOLAS D. WOLFWOOD opened to let a spark through, one unmistakably flavored with cigarette smoke and gunpowder and all-encompassing guilt. A soul with a direct line to his. A connection between two fucked up points.

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    A '98 soulmates fix-it rewrite about two people badly hurt by life learning how to stop hurting each other and earn the happy ending they deserve. Complete at 85k and 14 chapters, posting weekly on Sundays.

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    08 Apr 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 29

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    “I know you have a thing against my demeanour,” Vash grits out, trying to keep his tone level, “but we can talk about that another time. I’m really not in the mood to—”

    “When are you in the mood for it?” Wolfwood questions, raising an eyebrow. “When we’re getting shot at? When you’re prostrating yourself for the next bastard who comes your way? C’mon, Tongari. Put yourself in my shoes here. At least like this I know you’re bein’ honest.” His hand slides its way from Vash’s shoulder to his clavicle, then trails slowly towards his neck, up, up, up—

    When his fingertips brush Vash’s jaw, Vash reacts, grabbing him by the wrist, and flipping them over. He moves partially on instinct, his heart racing and his throat gone completely dry. Wolfwood’s breath punches out of him when his back hits the mattress, and Vash presses him into the bed with a knee to the sternum before his sight re-syncs with his brain. Wolfwood’s eyes have gone wide, his lips parted, his hair splayed beneath him. His face is very red, and his chest hitches with quick, staggered breaths.

    Vash rips his hand off Wolfwood’s arm and stumbles backwards.

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    Wolfwood provokes Vash into taking what he wants on a bad day.

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    09 Mar 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 39

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    That is to say… he was on suppressants. He hasn’t been for over half a year. And it was Wolfwood who saved him, Wolfwood who looked so vulnerable as he divulged about his past, Wolfwood who is now being attended to by doctors who Vash trusts but not so much that he doesn’t want to scream for them to get their hands off of him

    Vash stands up so suddenly the blanket falls from his shoulders. His legs nearly give, but he steadies himself on the cot behind him and croaks, “I need to go. I need to find—Luida—”

    “Vash—” Brad starts to say. He’s risen fast, the gathered glass pooled between his palms, but Vash moves faster. It must be the rut itself, fuelling him, even as his vision swims, his head pounding with the abrupt movement.

    Every step away from Wolfwood hurts, like there’s a chain hooked into his heart and crawling up out of his throat, shackled around Wolfwood’s own.

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    An abrupt series of realisations after Wolfwood saves Vash from the ark trigger Vash's rut.

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    23 Feb 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 18

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    The fact is as well that there really isn’t anything Wolfwood can do to make the feelings go away. Sometimes you just have to ride it out, rather than go around turning over stones waiting for the perfect moment or phrase that will make everything feel better. There’s just no avoiding feeling shitty, particularly when you’ve lived the life that Vash has.

    Although, from Wolfwood’s position… It’s not like he can’t do anything.

    “Don’t know if I can really stop it,” Wolfwood mutters, and releases Vash’s wrist, cupping his other hand against his face and turning to kiss at his wrist. It’s the prosthetic, so Vash won’t really feel it, but Wolfwood hopes the message is clear enough either way. “But I can take your mind off it for a while.”

    Vash opens and closes his mouth, then swallows. “You don’t…”

    “C’mon, Vash,” Wolfwood says, softer. “How long’s it been since you lemme take care of you?” He takes Vash’s hand in both of his own, turning it so he can plant an openmouthed kiss on the seat of Vash’s palm. Vash’s mouth falls open, then stays that way, his gaze honed in on Wolfwood’s mouth.

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    Wolfwood takes care of Vash after a stressful week.

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    13 Feb 2025

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    Two days drive outside the middle of bum-fuck nowhere, forty minutes out from another gunfight, and three weeks after Vash let Wolfwood cut off half his hair and drag him away from yet another home, questionable decisions are made.

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    01 Apr 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    banter

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    Wolfwood was on his knees, bullied between Vash's legs with one slung over his shoulder, mouth open only centimeters from Vash's flushed, blooming cunt. He wanted Vash to come not on his mouth but over it, and he was determined to not give in.

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    18 Oct 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    wow thanks for sharing this- they are so tender and also so lovely and i feel soupy and floaty just getting to read this.

  13. Rec 46

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    “Self-awareness won’t help you in the end,” Wolfwood says, with all the practiced ease of repeating these words in front of the mirror. It’s a slip of tongue, of too much honesty, and Vash’s eyes sharpen into something fierce immediately.

    “Denial won’t, either,” Vash shoots back without missing a beat. “You might think it will make it hurt less, but it won’t.”

    Or: One thing about Wolfwood: he knows better than to want. One thing about Vash: he makes it very hard not to want.

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    17 Oct 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    conversation

  14. Rec 52

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    "I leave in three days... I'm countin' on ya to make the right decision," Wolfwood tells him in the doorway, throwing a knowing glance over his shoulder. "Ah! Thanks for the grub, ma'am!" he adds for Sheryl, waving cheerily as he exits.

    After two years apart, Vash and Wolfwood reconnect over the course of three nights, answering the call of each other's touch.

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    11 Oct 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    cahoots

  15. Rec 30

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    Then, Nicholas gets to experience one of his favorite things: Vash in his element.

    Maybe this is why Nicholas goes to these things. Maybe it’s to see the beauty that is Rave Vash. Gone are his earlier insecurities. Gone are his worries about his scars, or his memories, or his current concerns about his brother. The only thing left is Vash— high as hell, happy as can be, ready to enjoy himself and make about three dozen new best friends that neither of them will remember the next day.

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    08 Oct 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    berghain inspo

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    07 Jul 2023

  17. Rec 81

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    Wolfwood doesn’t cheat, not the same way Vash does. He gets his hands dirty. He takes the guilt he deserves, the blame he deserves. Vash acts like everyone has the same option as him, that on this planet it’s not kill or be killed but some secret option that everyone has. No one does.

    Wolfwood bares his teeth. “Shut me up, then,” he challenges, and doesn’t miss the way Vash’s eyes darken and narrow like a predator sensing its prey.

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    30 Jun 2023

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    Vash pauses at the door when they reach it, but Wolfwood blows past him, catching him by the elbow to pull him over the threshold. Vash’s yelp of surprise is covered by the thump of Wolfwood kicking the door shut behind them, and whatever noise he was going to make next is swallowed by the click of the lock.

    “I’m gonna kiss you,” Wolfwood announces.

    "Oh.” Vash recognizes the tone beneath the words—the way Wolfwood will sometimes say something out loud to gauge whether it should happen or not. It’s usually along the lines of “I’m gonna knock your teeth in.” It’s never been kissing before.

    But now the moment’s here, and Vash is woefully unprepared. He should have realized when he caught Wolfwood giving him that look as he picked himself up off the ground—a look that Vash wouldn’t dare call “smitten” out loud, even if it was the only word that came to mind. Wishful thinking, right?

    Wrong.

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    08 May 2023

  19. Rec 61

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    Hunter's newfound family helps him bury the one he never got to meet.

    Shortly before that, though, Hunter discovers several things in Belos's notes that he might have been happier not knowing.

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    10 Jan 2023

  20. Rec 90

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    It had started with quick glances. Though, at first Edric didn't know if the Guard was actually staring at him.

    Hard to tell under the mask.

    But the periods where the two silently faced each other for what was probably longer then appropriate, or when the Guard turned his head in his direction, were unmistakable.

    Something about Edric had the Guard's attention, and everything about the Guard had his.

    It seemed to be a mutual attraction, like two magnets of opposite ends being pulled towards each other.

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    02 Dec 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Hurt comfort

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