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    When Shane is injured in the game with Boston, routine medical testing reveals an unexpected surprise. He has to navigate difficult choices including telling Ilya, dealing with the league, and navigating the public.

    The story will follow Shane, Ilya and other canon characters and minor OCs through an entire journey to sorting themselves and their unexpected situation out, grappling with the world and each other for their happy ending.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    Previously titled: what love could feel like (if we let it)

    The MLH would never admit it outright, but the message was clear. There had never been a professional omega hockey player, and Shane Hollander wouldn’t be the first.

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    After being booted from the professional hockey world, Shane spent the last seven years hating himself, re-building, and trying to find a way forward.

    Meanwhile, Ilya spent the first seven years of his hockey career constructing an impenetrable wall around himself built of detachment, control, and the philosophy of never needing anyone.

    When the two are paired together by a system neither of them chose, they’ll have to confront the possibility that love might demand more than either of them are prepared to give.

    But some promises were never meant to be forgotten: “See you at the draft.”

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    06 Jun 2026

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    Shane’s been doing some serious thinking over the past couple of months, about a lot of different things. He's finally worked up the courage, however, to ask Ilya for the biggest thing he's been wanting, more than anything: A Baby.

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    Shane wants to retire and start building a family with Ilya before it's too late. He loves hockey and he's struggling with the idea of leaving the sport, but his body isn't going to hold out for him forever.

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    19 Apr 2026

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    After the incident with Hayden, Shane ends up in Ilya's house.

    Ilya doesn't ask for forgiveness.
    Shane doesn't offer it.

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    17 Apr 2026

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    Ilya knew that he was bad at being a vampire, and he liked it this way. He knew that he was cursed, that he was a monster, but not inherently evil. He didn't have to be rotten like his father as long as he held onto his principles and the knowledge that he had to stay away from humans, no matter how drawn he felt to them.

    Four Lessons. Four Beliefs. A simple construct of rules. Quite easy to follow.

    Or at least they had been, until Ilya met the head of the Montreal Coven, a vampire named Theriault. It had been a day like any other, an assignment to build connections with the Coven for his father's dealings. Nothing special. Until Ilya laid eyes on Theriault's thrall.

    Just like this, all of Ilya's lessons and rules were blown to pieces.

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    14 Apr 2026