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✅ freak4freak hollanov
✅ heavy kink with tons of consent
✅ good bdsm practices
✅ extremely, embarrassingly in love
✅ autistic shane representationwelcome to penalties, baby
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18 Apr 2026
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He Is Stable (You Are Deep) by christianpuppetshow
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Apr 2026
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Shane never gets injured that night at the Montreal vs. Boston game. Ilya ends things between them. They spend the next year trying to forget each other in other people. Their yearning betrays them.
Based on the song Pushing It Down and Praying by Lizzy McAlpine.
"When I close my eyes
You replace him
Wearing no disguise
You erase him
I wanna feel guilty
I wanna feel that it's wrong"Bookmarked by MapleLeafRag
13 Apr 2026
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He's my collar by Hollanovbean
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
09 Jun 2026
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Three years ago Ilya Rozanov killed a man in a Brooklyn alley and Shane Hollander grabbed his bloody arms and didn't let go.
He still hasn't.
How do you protect someone from yourself when yourself is the only thing they keep coming back to?
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or: Ilya is a serial killer. Shane the lure. A crime-situationship ensues.Bookmarked by MapleLeafRag
12 Apr 2026
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corner of the world by berrycluv
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Dec 2025
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Ilya doesn’t even realize when Arthur slips from his thoughts. There’s no sharp turn, no clear moment where the article stops being about a little boy who loves reptiles and starts being about the man lying beside him in bed. It just… happens. The way his mind always seems to find Shane eventually, like water finding its lowest point.
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a character study on shane’s undiagnosed autism
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you know this moment, don’t you? (time is strangely calm now) by barnes_romzanov
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Dec 2025
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It’s dark, and Ilya’s not quite sure where he is.
His entire body is numb. His shoes are soaking wet from trudging lazily through the snow. His nose is running, and his lips are chapped.
Selfishly, he wishes Shane would fuss over him now. Pull him close, whisper “I forgive you” even though he shouldn’t, because Ilya would never change, because something inside him- in his family line, in his soul- was broken.
Ilya wondered how long ago it had clicked- when Shane had realized that Ilya wormed his way into this country and tricked the Hollanders into caring for him, then returned the favor by botching their language and leaving a trail of mess in his wake. He still can't help but wonder if that will be part of his punishment- being doomed to miss him in death, too.
or: Ilya’s mostly been able to cope with the fact that he’ll never be able to articulate himself fully in this country- but he’s also never been good at talking about feelings in the first place.
"I'm tired" is the best he's got. It definitely doesn't capture what's going on in his head, and Shane can't read minds.
Series
- Part 1 of Merry Christmas, Please Don't Call