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   When everything's made to be broken by FanGirling

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   25 Feb 2026

   Tags

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   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Panic Attacks
   • Panic
   • Fix-It
   • Inspired by Heated Rivalry (TV)
   • Episode: s01e02 Olympians (Heated Rivalry)
   • What-If
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • POV Alternating
   • Anxious Shane Hollander
   • Anxiety Disorder
   • Shane Hollander Needs a Hug
   • Not Beta Read
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
   • Depressed Ilya Rozanov
   • Food Issues
   • Disordered Eating
   • Graphic Description
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Implied/Referenced Domestic Violence
   • Hand Jobs
   • Anal Sex
   • Anal Fingering
   • Soft Dom Ilya Rozanov
   • Light Dom/sub
   • Sub Shane Hollander

   Summary

   What if -

   Shane still doesn't send the 'We didn't even kiss' text and starts to spiral. Ilya finds him.

    

   Title from Iris by Goo Goo Dolls.

   Series

   • Part 1 of Fixing Hollanov

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   English

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   Bookmarked by MelMelA

   31 Mar 2026