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  1. Public Bookmark 35

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    Being the priest’s son, Fyodor Dostoyevsky is said to be pure of all sin. He attends to his father’s guests obediently, he remains in their little home in the middle of nowhere and serves the guests that tend to stay overnight in their barn during storms.

    One guest sticks out to him, though- a man with pure white hair and large, rough hands that make the sins he indulges in feel fucking amazing.

    A man he finds salvation both underneath and in the arms of.

    [Fyolai Cowboy/Wild West AU]

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    26 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 49

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    Chuuya and Dazai, senior high school students, went from being childhood friends to a couple. But their relationship turned toxic over time. Chuuya begins to change his behavior, to be with the person he loves. But he begins to see that this is not how it should be, and he ceases to know himself.
    After meeting a certain person, he starts a fight to regain himself and maybe find the love of his life.

    A quick introduction to call type designations at the beginning:
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    It starts with toxic Soukoku but the end goal is soft and wholesome Fyoya.

    Please read the tags carefully because some of them are heavy and I may add more in the future.

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    18 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 6

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    loosely connected one-shots where fyodor feels something he shouldn’t, dazai won’t return it, and neither of them are better for it.

    can be read independently or as an ongoing enemies w benefits hell

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    16 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 41

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    Dazai sat, legs crossed in the image of a prince poised to perfection, every inch of him an unspoken dare. “You came here because you wanted something,” he said softly, allowing a lock of hair to fall over an eye. “Both of you.”

    Chuuya swallowed. Fyodor breathed out, slow.

    “And I want,” Dazai continued, “to hear you say it.”

    That landed like a spark in a powder room. Fists shaking, Chuuya took one step forward. “I want—” His jaw locked. “—to kiss you.”

    Dazai’s pulse jumped pleasantly. He turned to Fyodor. “And you?”

    Fyodor’s eyes simmered with quiet hunger. “I want you on your knees,” he said calmly. “Eventually.”

    Chuuya made a sound like he might throw something. “Oh,” Dazai sighed in delight. “This is already so much fun.” He rose from the bed, stepping into their gravity until the three of them were a single tangle of breath and tension. He could feel the jealousy humming in Chuuya’s chest, the possessiveness coiled in Fyodor’s still hands.

    or: the court is right. he’s sleeping with both of them.

    Multiamory March 2026 - Day five - Royalty

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    16 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 23

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    Dazai tilts his head, his gaze unnervingly intent. “And why do you care? Do you hate my music— or do you hate that I play it better than you?”

    “What I hate,” Fyodor hisses, “is that you have disguised your arrogance as brilliance. You waste a gift that was made to be worshipped.”

    Dazai’s expression shifts, his eyes gleaming with something that sends a shiver down Fyodor’s spine.

    “And if I followed your words— played to please you, earn your favor,” he murmurs, stepping close enough to feel the warmth of his breath, “would you worship me, Fyodor?”

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    Amadeus Fyozai AU, oh my! Fyodor and Dazai are rival composers in Vienna, and it gets way more intense than it has any right to.

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    05 Feb 2026