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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    A few tears must have slipped out because Robert cups the sides of Jimmy’s face and brushes his thumbs under his eyes, catching the tears
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    “No no no, none of that, tell me what’s wrong,” Robert coaxes.

    And something in Jimmy cracks. He has never been treated like this. Nobody has seen him at his worst, in those terrible moments when he’s out of control and loses himself and isn’t presenting that façade that everyone seems to want and has stuck around and still looked at him like that before. And his heart hurts with how much gratitude and affection and love he feels for Robert.

    And that scares Jimmy so fucking much. Because he absolutely cannot go falling in love with his bandmate. He cannot do this because it is only going to set Jimmy up for hurt. And the rational part of him knows that. The rational part knows that he’s already let himself get too attached and let down too many of his protective walls and let Robert get too close to him. He’s let himself get to the point where he needs Robert. And he knows that the only way this could end is excruciating hurt.

    alternatively, what came out of a random prompt generator that suggested three prompts: breakdown, doctor's check-up, and first kiss

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    09 Nov 2023

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    “Thank you,” he said, in a soft voice. “You know, for coming here, and staying with me.”
    “Thank you for letting me stay.” George answered. “Things are getting harder and harder. So I think these days are… very kind to me.” He got up from the ground, and George reached out his hand for Bob to hold it.
    It was such a simple action — he was just trying to help Bob from getting up — but it felt so good to hold his hand, even if it was for a small moment.

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    14 Aug 2023

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    If only cameras could capture the moments after

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    He peeled his eyes open just in time to catch another flash, this time nearly blinding him. He cursed and lowered his head, scrubbed a hand over his eyes as iridescent dots sprinkled about his vision. Upon recovery he heard the familiar slide of a freshly snapped Polaroid picture.

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    14 Aug 2023

  4. Public Bookmark 21

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    Paul Prenter must have been one of the most vile people Brian had ever had the misfortune of meeting. The irishman was a slimy, manipulative real prick. And of course he’d come with them to the farm...

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    03 Aug 2023

  5. Public Bookmark 4

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    Part of the Good Times, Bad Times Universe! Jimmy is 21, Robert is 32, they are married. LZ doesn't exist here.

    Robert is on a business trip and Jimmy doesn't know how to cope without his husband. During the first chapter, he does his best not to slip into some very unhealthy coping mechanisms, but he can't quite help it. Luckily, he knows himself and his issues well enough to avoid any real trouble.

    Luckily, he has good friends, too, although if he isn't careful, he might ruin that as well. The second chapter will focus on his friendship with his best friend, Svenja.

    This is a coninuation of the storyline, following Jimmy's struggles as a former sex worker and a rape survivor.

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    03 Aug 2023