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   His lover but not his love by Fluffycake

   Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • F/M, M/M, Other
   • Complete Work

   07 Jan 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Xia Yizhou | Caleb/You
   • Reader
   • Xia Yizhou | Caleb
   • Li Shen | Zayne
   • Main Character (Love and Deepspace)
   • Reader-Insert
   • Reader Is Not Main Character (Love and Deepspace)
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Angst
   • Pain
   • Caleb loves you
   • its not always easy
   • Protective Xia Yizhou | Caleb

   Summary

   You know you weren’t his first choice. You never were. Loving Caleb meant seeing him without words, carrying his burdens quietly, and accepting the parts of him that always belonged to someone else. For four years, you survived being the one he never chose. Until one moment, one near-death experience,
   makes you no longer be able to survive this relationship.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   3,904

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Comments:

   11

   Kudos:

   167

   Bookmarks:

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   Bookmarked by MiserableBunny

   11 Jun 2026