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  1. Public Bookmark 46

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    “Bit of a rough night, hey bud?”

    Ilya just nodded, biting his lip.

    And just like that, the memories of last night came crashing back to him. The pub, being sick in the bathroom, ending up at Cliff's bedside, desperate for comfort from his memories. A poorly timed joke about choking. A woman’s voice coaching him to breathe over the phone. Cliff helping Ilya into pyjamas.

    Fuck. He had some explaining to do.

     

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    Ilya carries trauma from finding his mama long after she’s gone. Ilya’s PTSD explored through his and Cliff’s friendship over his years as a Boston Raider.

    Major TW for Emetophobia. I would recommend skipping this one if vomit affects you. I’ll put individual TW in each chapter note.

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    02 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 5

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    SHANE:
    Oh baby, are you sure you’re fine to fly?
    I know you will anyway but be careful xx
    The air hostesses can give you ginger ale and things to settle your stomach. I’m sure they will help
    Safe flight, zayka. I’ll be at the airport to pick you up when you land xxx

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    31 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 50

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    Ilya had two nephews. That’s the fact that kept running around his head.

    When Ilya gets a phone call about his brother's death, he is determined to do whatever it takes to keep his family together. Even if it means for a short while, his new family has to be apart.

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    18 May 2026

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    "Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"

    Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.

    "Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"

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    or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.

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    17 May 2026

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    ...If Shane didn't get things under control right now, he was going to give his own secret away right here and now. But did he really care?
    His phone shook in his trembling hands as he desperately tried to make the call, but he didn't have his glasses on and he was truly crying now so the screen was just a blur of light.
    "I need to— I can't—" He gasped, and Hayden squeezed his hand before gently pulling the phone away from him. Then Shane heard the phone as it began to ring, and ring, and ring, and ring. Then there was silence, and then Ilya's snarky voicemail recording issued through the phone's speakers. Shane was going to be sick...

    Or...What if the emergency landing was a little bit more of a crash landing?

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    10 May 2026