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  1. Public Bookmark 31

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    Shane and Ilya have been married for four years. They have known each other for sixteen. Their life in Ottawa has the ordinary texture of a long marriage: the reading glasses on the bathroom counter, the ginger ale on the second shelf, the pasta that takes forty-five minutes, the Tuesday yoga that Ilya watches from the kitchen doorway with his coffee and never comments on.

    Then something happens, and the life they have built becomes the thing they are fighting to keep.

    This is a cancer fic. It is also a love story. Both are true at the same time, for the whole length of it.

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    23 May 2026

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    Shane's collision with Cliff Marlow never happened, and Ilya went through with his original plan of ending things that night.

    After the breakup, Shane tried to move on and found himself with someone who mistreated him emotionally and physically.

    Even from a distance, Ilya could tell something was wrong with Shane. He worried, but wasn't sure if it was his place to step in and didn't know who or how to ask.

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    06 May 2026

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    an impulsive decision to snoop through ilya's phone for jane's contact leads to cliff marleau forming one of the closest friendships with someone he's ever had. unbeknownst to him, his new best friend is actually shane hollander.

    a canon divergent in which cliff marleau befriends jane, and accidentally forms the friendship of a lifetime ;-)

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    23 Apr 2026

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    Shane is conscious for the entire crash. That doesn’t mean he remembers it.

    The brain has a funny way of blocking out trauma like this, of shielding the body from things that would hurt it to remember. But Shane’s ears are still ringing with the sounds of metal crunching and tires screeching, even if there’s a large blank space in his head where the memory should be. The crash was a blur, a blink. Terribly long and then suddenly over, a heavy silence now descending over the eerie stillness.

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    A week after returning from their honeymoon, Shane gets in a car accident that threatens the future he and Ilya so painstakingly fought to build.

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    20 Apr 2026

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    'Give them space, Rozanov!'
    'Is he alright?'
    'Rozanov, get back!'
    'Is he alright?! Fucking tell me!'

    The ref just kept a hand on his shoulder, keeping him a short distance away from Shane and the medics. The medics, who were... doing CPR.

    Secrecy be damned.

    'SHANE! SHANE!'

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    Shane’s injuries were worse. Much worse.

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    19 Apr 2026