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  1. Public Bookmark 44

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    He flexed his mind. > Nothing happened.
    His ability was gone. For the Tainted Sorrow was gone. The god had vacated the premises, leaving an empty, fragile shell behind.

    At twenty-two, Nakahara Chuuya wakes up to find that the god of destruction has quietly vanished from his veins. Left entirely, beautifully mundane, he seizes this unexpected mercy to do the unthinkable: he hands Ougai Mori his executive badge, packs a single bag, and buys a one-way ticket to France.

    He just wants a quiet life. He wants to drink good wine, write terrible poetry, and learn how to be a normal, fragile human being.

    But the ghosts of Yokohama—and a certain bandaged detective who was the first to notice the missing gravity—aren't going to let him stay hidden forever.

    (Or: Chuuya loses his ability, moves to Paris for a quiet life, and inevitably collides with his past just in time for his twenty-third birthday.)

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    02 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 11

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    Four years after choosing opposite sides of the city, Dazai Osamu and Nakahara Chuuya learn that love doesn't disappear-it only learns how to hide.
    Enemies by title, strangers by necessity, they circle each other in the dark spaces between the Armed Detective Agency and the Port Mafia, pretending that what they share is temporary, survivable, harmless.
    It isn't.
    This is a story about secrecy, slow destruction, and the quiet violence of choosing alone. About loving someone without asking to be saved-and staying anyway.

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    12 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    After sixty-two hours of non-stop work, all Chuuya wants is his bed. What he gets is his traitorous ex-partner curled up on his expensive suede sofa, delirious, shivering, and bleeding out from a wound that smells like rot. Dazai is hiding—from the Agency, from the Mafia, and from a new enemy that poisoned him with something No Longer Human can't nullify.

    With all of Yokohama compromised, Dazai decided his only safehouse left was the one place no one would ever look: the penthouse of the man who hates him most. Chuuya is faced with a choice: throw the bastard out, or deal with the glowing, necrotic wound.

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    25 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 10

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    Priest in training Atsushi Nakajima arrives at the village of Mawmoor, a village with a terrifying reputation. Whispers of human sacrifice and demons in the woods keep most people away. He doesn't believe in demons until one night, he meets the winged devil. How it Atsushi going to cope?

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    10 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 71

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    Dazai and Chuuya have danced around each other for years—partners, rivals, and something far more dangerous in the spaces between; where tension sharpens into something neither names.

    Dazai has always kept strict, disciplined control over himself: his image, his reactions, his body.
    Especially his body.

    But when Chuuya finally pushes for more, the fragile balance between them snaps, leaving behind a fight neither knows how to undo. Forced together on a mission before the dust can settle, something in Dazai shifts—small things at first, subtle slips in composure Chuuya can’t quite ignore.

    The closer they’re pushed, the harder it becomes for Dazai to maintain the control he’s relied on for years. And as the edges of his carefully managed restraint begin to fray, so do the secrets he’s fought to keep buried.

    Some truths can be suppressed… but not forever.

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    17 Nov 2025