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    Hayden's young son is diagnosed as autistic, and he begins to realize that he's seen a lot of these symptoms before...in his best friend. Now Shane's having to come to terms with being one of those people who slipped through the cracks as a child and is diagnosed as an adult. How can Ilya and the rest of their friends support him through this?

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    They had three chairs up at the countertop. 

    If he sits in the second one, something bad will happen. Everyone will die. The house will explode. You can warn him. He has to sit in the first one or the third one. If not, everyone you love will die and it will all be your fault. 

    Ilya moved to sit in the second chair. Shane bristled, hands trembling. 

    “Don’t.” Shane snapped. Ilya froze, glancing at Shane with a concerned and confused expression. Shane inhaled, then exhaled. Guilt crawled up his throat. He was being fucking insane. 

    Still though, what if he wasn’t being insane? What if there was a 0.1% something bad would happen to Ilya? 

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    shane hollander has a bad ocd day. luckily, he has people to help him through it

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    Five Conversations Yuna has with Ilya, and one conversation she has with Shane. Ch. 6: Back at the cottage.

    Yuna had made checklists and organized budgets and shook coaches’ hands and learned how to negotiate and delegate and advocate, all in service of protecting and preserving Shane and this precious, enormous gift. There were a million ways for his journey to go wrong, and only one way for it to go right. She was competent, she was capable, she’d done everything right, everything by the book — and twenty years later, she feels like she didn’t rise to the moments that truly mattered. She mentored the career, at times, she did not mother the boy. 

    And yet Shane, a marvelous miracle all his own, had figured out those lessons anyways. 

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    10 Feb 2026

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    July used to be something to endure for Ilya Rozanov. Now, however, July is the month he looks forward to the most. A Tale that follows Ilya and Shane over the course of six summers as they spend their Julys at the cottage; 2017 - 2022. (Rating may escalate.)

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    July 2017 | Quebec, Canada
    The coffee maker had beeped from the kitchen- Hollander, I am a guest, yes? I should enjoy coffee in bed - and Shane groaned, rising from the bed and sliding his discarded briefs up his legs- fine, you can be a guest for this week- trotting out of the bedroom and returning minutes later with a mug in each hand, handing one to Ilya, not bothering to hide a smile.

    “World’s Okayest Hockey Player,” Ilya read, a frown deepening on his face, “why are you giving me this? This is yours.”

    “I’ve never used it, so it can be your mug now.”

    Ilya had nodded slowly, setting the offending object on the bedside table carefully, eyes flashing as he watched Shane do the same- okay, Hollander- before pouncing on him, pressing him into the mattress.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    A few months after the FanMail incident, Yuna Hollander decides to do what she does best. With the added benefit of having another son to lovingly manage, of course. The internet, unsurprisingly, loses its shit.

    Or, Shane and Ilya go on the press run to end all press runs, courtesy of Yuna Hollander.

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    08 Feb 2026