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He deserves a prize. He deserves to have Hollander between his legs, begging for him.
The problem with straying from their usual and allowed places to meet is that Ilya knows it's a hit or miss. By now and after all this time, he can only partially ascertain the nooks and crannies of Hollander's absurdly intricate mind. He likes routine and order; he doesn't like when they change the rules, especially if it comes unannounced, or from Ilya. Or both. He has no issues breaking his own, as long as it works for him. But he doesn't do that a lot, either.
Only when Ilya gets him good, desperate, when he kisses him as if the fucking world would end if they don't, does Hollander forget about rules.
What should have been a simple encounter with Hollander ends up being the moment where Ilya has to accept uncomfortable truths about his own desires and needs.
Might take him a while, though.
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Bookmarked by PangurBan (PangurBanFluff)
15 Apr 2026
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it waits for you in the shadows by flan (bitehard)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Feb 2026
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It’s just something else on top of everything that’s going on. The light in the room is still dim, the cigarette in his mouth unlit, his hands slack at his sides. It had been going so well before tonight. Ilya had been able to ignore Hollander’s text for months after the moment he talked to him in Sochi. But he had underestimated the way his body would react to the proximity of Hollander. Ilya can say no to his needs if he wants to. He drinks because he likes to, he fucks because he wants to, but at any point he can stop, and he has, when necessary.
Saying no to Hollander should be easy. But of course, Ilya doesn’t want to. It doesn't matter that it is not good for any of them.
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the dom drop Ilya fic.
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by drug and bell by sephstone for Assimbya
Fandoms: The Masquerade Series - Seth Dickinson
16 Dec 2025
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Iscend took a deep breath.
It had started then. She'd expected this.
"Gaios."
She was prepared.
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Bookmarked by PangurBan (PangurBanFluff)
27 Feb 2026
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At the 2021 All-Star Games in Winnipeg, Manitoba, Ilya comes to Scott with a proposition.
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Ilya had never denied himself anything. He liked to feel good, and usually wanting felt good.
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Bookmarked by PangurBan (PangurBanFluff)
08 Feb 2026
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Ilya characterization ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️