ReluctantGrace



Recent works

Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark 9

    Tags
    Summary

    By now, she is rather certain that the only reason the Scions are still alive, maybe the only reason the Crystarium is still standing, is so he gets to do this.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,332
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    71
    Bookmarks:
    9
    Hits:
    3,862

    25 Jan 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Going through Shadowbringers on Mari. I think about this fic a lot.

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    My fingers came up and gently trailed along the black marker marring my skin. My eyes lowered. It wasn’t the large, black, boldly displayed letters that spelled out the word WHORE across my chest that had me truly crippled with fear in that moment, but the letters printed beneath them, below my belly, across my lower abdomen… large, menacing... a word with more far reaching implications than the simple derogatory insult someone who would drug and rape a woman might throw at them. No, this was far more unsettling, far more frightening. Drawn across my lower bellow, just above the neatly groomed curls nestled between my legs, written in black maker, in capital letters, was the word MINE.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    377,353
    Chapters:
    45/45
    Comments:
    3,679
    Kudos:
    6,298
    Bookmarks:
    1,306
    Hits:
    618,141

    19 Aug 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I have such a strangely visceral reaction to this fic. It's under my skin. Reading it, thinking about it makes me extremely anxious in a way that feels almost akin to self-harm. It's the first piece of smut/romance I've ever read where I'm finding the idea of a HEA with the protagonist and the "love interest" intensely loathsome. The fact that it seems to be heading there is stressing me out viscerally. Ellie's sinking slowly, slowly into the quicksand and I can't look away. Her reactions (and his) feel so vividly real and grounded that I have to actively remind myself that these are not real things happening to real people.

    (30) taking a break here for my mental health. amazing fic but this is stressing me out too much. don't have the emotional bandwidth for this right now. lol