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Survey Corps High
Eren Yeager is back for his second year at Survey Corps High — a school where loyalty runs deep, secrets run darker, and every day feels heavier than the last. Struggling beneath the weight of his father’s expectations and his own restless mind, Eren tries to find his place among friends new and old.
With the quiet support of unexpected allies and the pressure of high school life closing in, Eren faces a year that might change everything — if he can survive it. -
Silent Flame by Rubade
Fandoms: 無職転生 異世界行ったら本気だす - 理不尽な孫の手 | Mushoku Tensei: Isekai Ittara Honki Dasu - Rifujin na Magonote (Novels)
24 May 2025
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Rudeus was reborn to fix his past — but what happens when the biggest truth he’s hiding… is his heart?
A slow-burn queer reimagining of Mushoku Tensei, filled with emotional tension, forbidden longing, and a love that defies the world around them.
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Constellations Strung With a Shooting Star by jecroisen_moi
Fandoms: 憂国のモリアーティ | Yuukoku no Moriarty | Moriarty the Patriot (Manga)
02 Aug 2025
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William James Moriarty's back has been graced with a soulmate mark, glistening with the likeness of a constellation within the night sky. He grew up promising himself that he wouldn't give in to it.
And of course, the one with the apposing mark has to be the very last person he wants it to be; Sherlock Holmes.
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05 Aug 2025
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Survey Corps High
Eren Yeager is back for his second year at Survey Corps High — a school where loyalty runs deep, secrets run darker, and every day feels heavier than the last. Struggling beneath the weight of his father’s expectations and his own restless mind, Eren tries to find his place among friends new and old.
With the quiet support of unexpected allies and the pressure of high school life closing in, Eren faces a year that might change everything — if he can survive it.Bookmarked by Rubade
05 Aug 2025
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“I don’t want to be here.”
But the reply was cold, unyielding.
“You don’t have a choice.”Conflicted, trembling, he asked,
“Why me? Why this?”The answer came like a quiet curse,
“Because only you can keep me sane.”“I’m not yours.”
“You already belong to me, whether you like it or not.” He stepped closer.
He pleaded, voice raw with pain,
“Stop pretending like this is some twisted game.”But desire twisted into madness.
“Isn’t it? Every moment with you is a battle I’m willing to lose.”Exhaustion threatened to swallow him whole.
“I’m tired—tired of your control, your obsession.”Yet the truth remained undeniable.
“But you’re still here. You never leave.”A desperate question, barely a whisper.
“Do you even see me as a person?”The answer, sharp and haunting.
“I see you as everything I crave, everything I can’t have.”His voice broke, a final surrender.
“You’re breaking me.”
__OR: In a world where soukoku can't be together until a certain shadow is dealt with.
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- Part 1 of Wreckage Verse
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14 Jul 2025
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Till always said he wanted someone to protect, someone soft, someone delicate.
Ivan was none of those things. He was tall, powerful, and born an Alpha in a world where that meant everything... and nothing to the one he loved.
So he stayed silent. Watched Till fall for someone else. Watched him smile in ways he never did for him.
Loving from a distance was bearable, until Ivan discovered a way to change. A way to maybe become what Till wanted.
Even if it tore him apart.
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𝘐𝘷𝘢𝘯, 𝘢 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘈𝘭𝘱𝘩𝘢, 𝘵𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘢 𝘱𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯 𝘩𝘪𝘮𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘢𝘯 𝘖𝘮𝘦𝘨𝘢.
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- Part 1 of For What I'm Not (With Sequel/s)
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12 Jul 2025
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Breathing Is A Bad Habit. by YourHonorTheyNeededToSuffer
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
06 May 2025
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Izuku Midoriya is not okay.
He hasn’t been for a long time.
Living with undiagnosed BPD and masking every breath through autism burnout, he thinks he’s broken. Useless. Disposable. The world tells him he’s fine. He doesn’t believe it.Then everything spirals.
One For All ends up with Monoma (don’t ask), U.A. burns, Shigaraki starts a war, and suddenly Izuku’s not the one who needs saving—he’s the one left behind. Katsuki holds the pieces together as best he can, but trauma doesn't play fair, and neither does grief. Monoma becomes a ghost in his own skin. Power shifts. People break. The world ends, and somehow, they survive anyway.
This is a story about what comes after the end.
About learning to live with the parts of yourself you never wanted.
About boys who mistake survival for failure.
And about how loving each other—despite everything—is the bravest thing they ever do.Breathing is a bad habit. But they're still doing it.
And maybe, finally, that’s enough.Series
- Part 2 of Borderlines.