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    It’s Louis’ first year at Manchester United’s football academy, and he’s dead set on doing it right. With Harry by his side, the world is there for the taking. Playing for the Under-21’s team, the path to becoming the next star of the Premier League is clear.

    He didn’t expect to have to deal with a new coach, missing his friends, and a homophobic teammate making his life that much worse. Hiding his relationship with Harry seems like a good plan until it doesn’t, and handling things in general doesn’t seem to be his thing.

    Or: The one where Louis and Harry definitely love each other, and football still is everything. (Maybe it shouldn’t be.)

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    17 May 2026

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    !!!

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    “How are you real?” he asked before thinking.

    Harry blinked, then smiled, a little softer this time. “I’m not. I’m a figment of your reality TV-induced hallucinations. I disappear after the finale.”

    Louis shook his head, grinning. “Great. Now I’m stuck flirting with a ghost in a red speedo.”

    “Technically,” Harry said, eyes sparkling, “they’re shorts. Barely.”

    Louis licked his lips, leaned back with a smirk. “Barely is generous. I’ve seen napkins cover more.”

    “You’re staring an awful lot for someone who’s supposedly offended.”

    “Oh, I never said I was offended,” Louis shot back. “Just observing. Purely scientific.”

    “Well,” Harry said, nudging Louis’s knee with his, casual but not accidental, “keep observing. I like the way you look at me.”

    Louis swallowed. Fuck.

    Or-Louis never planned to propose on a reality TV show. Hell, he didn’t even plan to be on one. But somehow, his boyfriend Matt thought "The Ultimatum: Queer Love" was the perfect place to force a life decision on national streaming. Then Harry enters—the ultimate plot twist.
    Spoiler alert: Things get messy. And very, very gay.

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    20 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    V good

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    “Well,” Harry says, still smiling, “it sounds lovely here. I… think I’ll like it.”

    Louis arches an eyebrow. “You should,” he says. “Seeing as you’ve booked the room for a whole two months. I briefly assumed you might be a serial killer looking for somewhere quiet to bury the bodies.”

    Harry snorts. “I could still be a serial killer, you know. You’ve just completely ruined my element of surprise.”

    Or- Global phenomenon Harry Styles just needs a place to hide for a few months; instead he gets a charming inn owner named Louis who treats banter like a love language, locals who might be running a small cult (jury’s still out), and a sheep named Bernard who adopts him as his emotional support human. Harry came to disappear, but instead acquires chaos, increasingly unhinged drama, and the deeply inconvenient problem of falling in love.

    Or- a rom-com in a chaotic small town.

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    17 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    So good!!!!

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    Louis Tomlinson is in fact straight.

    If he occasionally sleeps with Harry, so be it. It's no one's business except his.

    Right.

    Right.

    Or, the one where Harry's just moved back from France, Louis can't keep a girl, Niall's situationship is Louis' arch nemesis, Zayn is sick of Louis shit and Liam just wants to go to Rhodes for his wedding.

    Throw in some, drink, drugs, the local pub, a club, some adorable side characters, some footie, a healthy dose of smut, some gender identity issues, sexuality crisis, and Louis Tomlinson's comprehensive list of why he justifiably dumped all his ex girlfriends, and you got the makings of a gay panic fic.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    Louis Tomlinson, aged twenty-six, a world-famous actor, is at the peak of his career. When he is ensured one of the main roles of a queer rom-com, he is thrilled, even more so when he finds out his co-star is none other than the famous Harry Styles, aged twenty-four. Though, Louis quickly comes to realise Harry is only enjoyable on the screen and not in-person.

    When the two get caught in a fight by paparazzi at a celebrity party, the media goes crazy, and they are forced into a PR-relationship against their will. But feelings gets tangled around and want overcomes the hatred between them, and soon something new begins to blossom between the two stars.

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    21 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    To read

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    Louis is in love with his straight best friend, and has long since made peace with the fact that he can never have him. But when Harry shows up out of the blue with a boyfriend, Louis is forced to confront the feelings that he’s safely kept just below the surface.

    Amidst the quiet devastation in watching the love of his life fall for someone else, Louis finds that things are more complicated than they seem now that Harry is out and there's a chance for a spark between them. And where there's a spark, there's fire...

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    Chapters:
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    28 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    So goooood!!!!!

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    Louis’ Bucket List
    Sneak onto roof of lecture hall.
    Try cigarettes
    Try mushrooms
    Win at beer pong
    Sex at Lost Gulch Overlook
    Receive/Give hickey
    Eat at the Waffle House
    Kiss two people in one night
    Streak through campus
    Public sex
    Karaoke
    Find a cocktail I like
    Sex in a car
    Oral sex in lecture hall
    Post ‘Thirst Trap’
    Go up Rouen Fire Outlook

    “So what, like I gotta get you shrooms and find you people to fuck?” Harry says, rereading the list for the 10th time, still in a state of bewilderment.
    Louis doesn’t respond.
    Harry glances up. Louis is completely silent, staring very hard at a spot on the table.
    Something clicks in Harry’s tired brain. “Wait…”
    He looks back down at the list. Then back up at Louis. Then at the list again. There’s no fucking way.
    Louis clears his throat. “No, like...you’d be doing the fucking.”
    -Or-
    Frat Boy Harry and Genius Louis are known on CU-Boulder campus as mortal enemies. When Louis realizes he's behind his peers, he creates a bucket list.
    And somehow his mortal enemy ends up being the one to help him to complete it.

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    Chapters:
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    09 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    !

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    10 Nov 2025

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    !!!

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    Louis blinks his eyes open, his eyelids fluttering as the room swims around him. He takes several gulps of beer once he confirms that he’s definitely not hallucinating, that the very first portrait Harry Styles ever painted of him is hanging on that wall.

    Louis stares at the wall, his heart jackrabbiting in his chest as he realizes that there’s not just one painting of him, there’s five, the portraits lined up like they’re some sort of storyboard depicting the rise and fall of his deepest love. His greatest heartache. A pain that cut him so deep that he left the fucking country, severing all ties with his life in New York, now suddenly surrounding him as if he’d never left.

    Fucking shit motherfucker fuck.

    Louis returns to New York City five years after he left it – and the love of his life – behind. He didn't intend to see Harry again, but fate has a funny way of pulling them together, whether they like it or not. After making a begrudging truce, they both start to wonder: Would it be so bad if history repeated itself?

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    Chapters:
    15/15
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    22 Sep 2024

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    What happens when trying to mend a friend’s broken heart ends up making Harry and Louis finally face their painful past?

    Or the one where after seven years without any contact, Harry and Louis are forced to see each other again on a lad’s reunion trip.

    While almost everything has changed, they find out that a lot is still the same.

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    Chapters:
    22/?
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    22 Sep 2024

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    “What’s that on your finger?” Louis asks, his voice higher than usual, slightly panicked as though he’s realised something that Harry hasn’t even begun to comprehend.

    Harry looks down on his right hand then, sees nothing and moves on to the left, and—

    Oh.

    A ring.

     

    Or, Harry and Louis haven’t spoken since the band broke up when a dangerous combination of Niall Horan, tequila, and an ordained Elvis impersonator means that the two of them have to embark on their biggest publicity stunt to date - together.

    (aka the semi-canon accidentally married in Vegas fic that has been seven years in the making)

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    Chapters:
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    13 Aug 2024

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    “Harry, I-I’m so sorry…” Louis stutters out, trying to keep his voice level and even, to portray a depiction of strength, but with the way Harry is looking at him, staring at him like he has a personal passage way straight to Louis’ soul, it’s so hard, nearly impossible.

    That simple opening phrase, that short introductory acknowledgement that is often rushed out so easily, painlessly, at a safe distance. Giving a doctor the ability to portray empathy without true emotion, without feeling the full brunt and sheer force of the underlying pain itself.

    But Louis feels it, he feels the crushing agony laced behind the phrase, he feels the weight of the painful words slipping from his lips, the cause and effect that the three-word expression holds. The distantly empty “I’m so sorry” that doctors throw out in self-preservation, isn’t at all empty for him. Louis recognizes it, he understands it, he feels it.

    ✚☤✚

     
    a fated story of two broken and battered boys who barely survived the unimaginable and how the love of one little brave girl defies all the odds and somehow puts them back together.

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    Chapters:
    18/18
    Collections:
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    11 Aug 2024

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    Rockstar Harry Styles has been making headlines since he was barely legal. After a string of bad decisions, PR nightmares, and an obvious inability to take anything seriously, management insist he needs a full-time, live-in personal assistant. After hiring and firing half of the executive PA's in the city, the boys stumble across one that might be able to put up with Harry's shit.

     

    Applicant:
    Name: Louis Tomlinson.
    Qualifications: None.
    Experience: Two weeks.
    Why did you leave your last job: Boss was a wanker.
    Past Employer Referee: Absolutely not.
    What made you apply: I didn't. Why the fuck are you idiots making me fill this form out after you forced me to take the job?

     


    This is an ongoing Work In Progress - it is not currently finished (hence being a WIP). If that's not your thing, come back once it's done 💞💞💞

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    18 Jan 2024

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    In a small, sleepy town ruled by prejudice, Louis Tomlinson runs his grandmothers shop for the occult. He finds comfort in his tarot cards, his friends, and a dog that he doesn't have room for. He thought the worst he'd have to deal with would be bigotry, until a new sheriff arrives with a headstrong little girl that's impossible not to fall in love with.

    But what happens when a string of break-ins leads to a brutal attack, and the towns' darling is murdered right under their Sunday hats? A murder that just so happens to bear the same modus operandi as similar homicides in neighbouring states. Has the killer been circling Virginia, or is he a local of Lavender Hills?

    And what will Louis do when the charming Sheriff Styles starts to suspect him of such a heinous crime?

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    25 Aug 2023

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    Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson were improbable childhood friends, much to Harry's dismay. They were thrown together each summer when Harry was forced to visit Louis' grandfathers' ranch in Black Hills, South Dakota. With each passing year their friendship blossomed into something more. When trail rides turned to stolen kisses, and tragedies turned to confessions, until they could no longer deny the inevitable draw they felt for one another.

    Though life and their future plans soon set them on different paths.

    Ten years later, Louis is the proud owner of Halfway Home Wildlife Refuge. Harry returns to the ranch to escape the perils of his past in London, and though their memories still haunt Louis, he won't let that deter him from his goals. However, someone has been keeping a close eye on the refuge, and possibly Louis specifically, and Harry's return may have unleashed more that just old passions. There's a hunter lurking in the Hills, someone who's decided they've bided their time long enough.

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    Chapters:
    13/13
    Comments:
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    87,848

    13 Mar 2023

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    When Harry Styles was accepted into a post-grad degree, he knew he could no longer afford his flat, leaving him with three options:
    1) Move back into student halls.
    2) Become homeless.
    3) Move in with his best (and only) friend, Niall, and three of Niall's other mates.
    He went with the third option. But it was a close race.
    Shame one of his roommates reminded him why he only has one friend.
    If there is one thing Louis Tomlinson can't stand, it's pretentious tossers, having grown up around enough of them. If there is one thing he can't live without, it would be his friends. So he was proper thrilled to move in with his best mates and a couple of other lads.
    That was until he discovered one of them was the archetype for a pretentious tosser.

    In the interest of seeing out the twelve-month lease without killing each other, they both try (debatable) to get along despite believing they are opposite in almost every conceivable way, each having the communication skills of a cucumber, and secrets that have no business be kept secret.

    Language:
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    234,864
    Chapters:
    31/31
    Comments:
    3,600
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    5,889
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    291,433

    09 Mar 2023

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    !!!!

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    Louis Tomlinson is a divorced dad who doesn't date. What free time he has, he likes to spend with his teenage daughter, and if he wants to take someone home, he does it when she's spending the weekend with her mom.

    Then he meets Harry Styles, another divorced dad with a teenage daughter, who convinces him it’s a good idea to pretend they're dating to keep their kids happy.

    Language:
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    90,208
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Collections:
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    32,855

    22 Feb 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Nice

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    After two decades in brutal show business, Louis Tomlinson is trying to restore his tranquility of mind in the peace of Northern Europe where the sun barely sets, Maria's bar is always open, and young Harry has an irresistible spark in his eyes.

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    Words:
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    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
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    206,534

    28 Aug 2022

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    Waitin for epilog

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    How come falling in love with the person he hated most was so easy?

    Who the hell did this guy think he was? How could he stand there on the pavement, gorgeous and beautiful, and make Harry fall back into a swirl of desire, when fifteen minutes ago he made his skin prickle with hurt? God, he hated him. He wanted to bash his face into bits. The problem was that more than that, he wanted to kiss him. Between the two options, he would instantaneously choose the second.

    A mortal enemies with benefits story with a touch of football, lust, and family drama.

    The Unbelievers Story from Harry's point of view.

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    172,653
    Chapters:
    17/17
    Comments:
    2,706
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    18,048
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    958,725

    03 Jul 2022

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    The boys all have summer jobs at the local waterpark. Harry works at one of the ice cream stands and can’t keep his eyes off of the hot lifeguard who is stationed at the pool nearest to him.

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    Chapters:
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    26
    Kudos:
    219
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    74
    Hits:
    4,444

    09 Jun 2022

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