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“-can’t see each other again,” Ilya says, looking only at Shane’s hand, holding it so, so gently and stroking over Shane’s skin so, so softly. The soothing feeling of it makes it very hard to focus, but Shane tries very hard to do it anyway. “I tried-we tried, but this can’t happen again.” It takes a moment, but Shane finally manages to make sense of the words, and he lets out a soft noise of understanding.
Ah. He’s apologizing that he won’t be able to see Shane in the hospital again before he leaves.
“I understand,” he says, and he does. It was probably really hard for Ilya to get here even once, and it can’t be very long before his plane leaves. He’s sad, of course–they didn’t even get to spend time together, really–but it’s not like this will be the last chance they ever have to see each other. He gives Ilya his best attempt at a smile, and if it comes out a little sad, too, all Ilya does is reach out to stroke the backs of his fingers gently over his cheek.
(ilya goes through with his plan to break up with shane in the hospital) (the problem? shane is too high to understand that he's being broken up with)
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07 Jun 2026
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The Modern Age by tunamelts
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 May 2026
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“Oh my god, oh my god. Seriously, this is the best. I can’t believe you’re my neighbour. I’m calling it now, Hollander. This right here is the beginning of a friendship that will go down in history.”
Ilya is 10 years old when his family moves from Jacksonville, Florida to small town Ontario. There, he forms an unexpected friendship with Shane, the boy living on the ginseng farm across the street.
As they grow up and grow apart, their paths continue to cross at high school hockey games, in tabloid articles, and at one particular intimate Muskoka cottage.
OR: A childhood friends to strangers to lovers AU in which Shane Hollander (up and coming indie rock star) and Ilya Rozanov (brooding artist) take nearly fifteen years to figure their shit out.
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26 May 2026
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Only You (Could Ruin Me Like This) by OpalApparition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Jan 2026
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That girl at the club meant nothing. Shane drunk-texting Ilya at 2 AM means everything.
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A bandaid for my brain following the Club Scene in episode four.
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05 Jun 2026
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noise complaint by jaytisms
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 May 2026
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Shane moves into a new apartment.
Shane has a noisy neighbor.
Correction: Shane has a 6'3" noisy, rude, and annoyingly beautiful neighbor.Shane doesn't like noise.
What could possibly go wrong?
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Your Blood, Your Bones, Your Voice, And Your Ghost by Pinkmink
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
05 Feb 2026
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“Hollander - we are too old to be playing pryatky” he tried again, dropping his bags by the hallway and turning the corner from the hall. “If your shoulder is okay, I have not had you in two weeks, and I -”
Ilya stopped cold halfway into the kitchen.
Across the marbled counter, a glass of ice water sat, half drunk and gathering condensation.
Next to it, a bright orange pill bottle, the cap popped off.
And on the black tiled floor, partially hidden behind the island, Shane lay crumpled and motionless.
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or, Shane is injured during a Bears/Metro game, again. Rotten luck, but at least Ilya is around this time to take care of him. Until he finds Shane on the kitchen floor.Bookmarked by SAMmiches_447
30 May 2026