Sai518
Fandoms
Recent works
-
Tags
Summary
When Bob pushes you to finally reveal what OXE made you into, you expose a past defined by quiet, surgical endings and impossible guilt. Forced to confront the darkest parts of yourselves, you and Bob nearly fracture under the weight of truth—but ultimately choose each other, proving that love isn’t found despite the monster, but in facing it together.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 9,838
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 14
- Hits:
- 358
-
Tags
Summary
Ben Mears has spent weeks getting to know you as the two of you share quiet hours in the local library, each conducting your own research. What begins as friendly conversation slowly turns into late-night walks home and early-morning coffee runs. You start to believe the two of you might be building something deeper—something more meaningful than friendship.
That fragile hope shatters when you spot Ben on a date with Susan Norton. What follows is a painful spiral of misunderstandings, unspoken feelings, and rising terror, as both of you struggle to find your way back to each other in the increasingly dangerous small town of Jerusalem’s Lot.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 8,109
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 6
- Hits:
- 44
-
Tags
Summary
Two months after the whole of New York City was swallowed in darkness, you are still learning how to live as a team. No longer just a weapon in the dark, you’re surrounded—for the first time in your life—by people who care. Who see you. Who refuse to leave, no matter how many walls you put up.
But trust doesn’t come easy. Every mission, every meeting with Valentina threatens to pull you back into the cage you fought so hard to escape. And despite the calm Bob brings just by being near, the weight of your growing feelings for him only adds to the confusion. He’s kind. Steady. Bright. You don’t know how to want something that good without bringing ruin.
This is a story of learning to breathe without looking over your shoulder. Of panic attacks, bruised knuckles, and late-night comforts. Of nightmares eased by warm hands. Of found family and learning what it means to be safe—and starting to believe they might mean it.
What does it mean to love and be loved when inside you have a monster lurking to be set free?
This is the second story to my Silhouette series. If you haven’t read that I highly recommend reading that first.
TW: Mentions anxiety and panic attacks, reader uses she/her pronouns
Series
- Part 2 of Silhouette
-
Tags
Summary
When Ben Mears returns to Salem’s Lot, he spends his days tucked away in the library archives, chasing ghosts on yellowed reels of microfilm. You never expected to be part of his story—just the librarian who helped him find what he was looking for. But between morning coffees, soft banter, and sunlit hours spent in the quiet rhythm of routine, you begin to wonder if he’s looking for something more than the past.
In a town where the shadows grow long and secrets are never truly buried, you find yourself drawn to him in ways you can’t ignore. Warmth, tenderness, and something that feels dangerously like hope bloom in the spaces between you.
But light never lingers in Salem’s Lot. And when it fades, the truth always follows
-
Tags
Summary
I am Cucumber the Magnificent. Carrot-conqueror. Jam-thief. Shield-humiliator. The strongest one here. My humans stumble and fret, but I? I lead them. These are my chronicles: mission logs of glory, betrayal, and naps upon my chosen servant’s lap. Tremble, for you are not ready for the wrath—or the squeak—of Cucumber.
Aka: Cucumber has very big important thoughts
Recent series
-
Summary
You are a shadow in the night—Once a product of HYDRA’s inhuman experiments, you’ve spent your life hunting and dismantling the machine that turned you into the monster you are. But Bucky comes to you with a proposition: help bring down Valentina Allegra de Fontaine you can’t refuse. What you don’t expect is for it to lead you to something more—purpose in a world built on horrors… and someone who carries the same scars in their soul and a family to keep
- Words:
- 178,222
- Works:
- 2
- Bookmarks:
- 16
-
- Words:
- 22,084
- Works:
- 1
Recent bookmarks
-
Tags
Summary
Spencer gets shot the same time Hotch gets stabbed and the team gets a little distracted.
Basically I make season five a little angstier for Spencer.Bookmarked by Sai518
04 Jun 2026
-
Yeah, Like a Bomb Going Off Next to Him by IdLike2SayBeautifulThingsButIDontKnowHow
Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV)
08 Apr 2025
Tags
Summary
The BAU team is investigating a case of a serial bomber - but when two of their own get caught up in the explosion, closely guarded secrets and hidden desires will all come tumbling out.
A.K.A. Building collapse + Drug withdrawal + Previously unexpressed feelings = This fic.
Bookmarked by Sai518
25 May 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Day 3: Impaled
“Spencer?” Aaron finally managed to croak out. Very carefully, he turned his head to the passenger seat to catch sight of his co-worker, and long-term boyfriend, next to him.
He almost wished he hadn’t.
The windscreen of the SUV had been completely shattered by a large tree branch forcing its way through. Aaron’s sluggish eyes followed the tree branch all the way through the window to where it ended…
Currently impaled into Spencer’s lower stomach.
Series
- Part 3 of Criminal Minds Whumptober 2022
Bookmarked by Sai518
25 May 2026
-
Tags
Summary
yes like the Phoebe Bridgers song
When someone breaks into the watchtower one night, the Thunderbolts expect an intruder. Instead, they get a new team member.
Psyche, or Lenora, is an ex-employee of Valentina's who has the power to control people's emotions and appears in their kitchen covered in blood. Why Valentina didn't try to kill her with the others, she's not sure. But she has a purpose.Or,
Bob, an emotional wreck, meets Lenora, a girl with the power to control emotions.
Bookmarked by Sai518
08 Jul 2025
-
Tags
Summary
You had one last job before you were free. No more splitting, no more deaths. Unfortunately, that job seemed to rope in four other assassins and a... a man in hospital-wear?
Bookmarked by Sai518
06 Jul 2025