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    Shane is heavier than he used to be; his weight bears down on Ilya in a new way. He’s put on pounds of muscle since Ilya last touched him like this. Ilya flattens his palms, skims them under Shane’s undershirt, feels the flat solidity of his abs, the bulk of his lats, the swell of his chest. It’s the same and it’s new, this body; it’s the boy he couldn’t stop thinking about when he was 18 and the man he loved enough to let go at 26 and the person who somehow always comes to find him when he’s lost.

    A stranger, and the love of his life.

     

    or, Ilya's father doesn't die in 2017; Ilya breaks up with Shane instead of confessing his love. They get older, but not any less stupid about each other. Shane gets a boyfriend; Ilya gets on medication; they work on becoming whole people. And they always find their way back to each other.

    OR a story for those who love Shane and Ilya's baby love but ALSO think it's hot when people in their thirties make active choices about who they are and what they want in their partner!!

    Note: the "cheating" tag refers to the relationship between Shane and his aforementioned BF, not to Shane and Ilya cheating on each other.

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    19 May 2026

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    russianstallion messages hollabackgirl on Grindr for some fun, but then they keep showing up at the same places, conveniently right when Boston and Montreal have a game against each other.

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    Shane and Ilya, unbeknownst to each other, are sexting on Grindr while still being rivals on the ice.

    *SMAU that was previously uploaded to twitter is now on ao3 for ease of reading*

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    13 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander was perfect; the perfect son, the perfect boyfriend, the perfect friend. He had spent years refining perfection, making sure he was the picture of it. It was second nature after all these years; a suit that didn’t quite fit, but that he’d gotten used to.
    Enter Ilya Rozanov.

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    07 Apr 2026

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    They were in the final ending of the game tied with two minutes left on the clock. Shane is flying across the ice when Hayden manages to steal the puck and passes it to him. Shane is speeding through players until his face is suddenly slammed up against the walls causing a soft groan to leave his mouth. Shane turns his head to lock eyes with Rozanov who holds an irritating smirk as he shoves Shane up against the wall once again while the two of them fight for the puck.

    “Struggle to keep up Hollander?’ Ilya grunts out still with his playful expression. Shane glares at him heavily breathing.

    “Fuck you Rozanov” Shane says through his teeth causing Ilya to smile wider as he got closer to his face making Shane let out a small gasp.

    “You’ll be begging me to fuck you tonight” Shane flushes at the statement, telling himself to focus on the game.

    You can focus on Roznavo later Shane tells himself.

    Shane settles on spitting a “Shut up” in Ilya's direction instead of shoving Rozanov on the ice and taking him that very second. Ilya laughs before saying in a cocky tone,

    “Try telling me that when my dick is down your throat” a shutter runs down his spine.

    Fuck.

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    28 Mar 2026

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    After Montreal beats Boston, Shane Hollander has to be the perfect captain and join in his team in celebrating at a bar, letting fans and strangers approach him, talk to him, and touch him.

    A few kilometers away, waiting alone in a hotel room, Ilya Rozanov cannot do wanything but watch videos jealously on social media. When Shane gets to the hotel at 2am, jealousy takes over and Ilya snaps. He needs to reminds Shane who he belongs to.

     

    OR: Jealous Ilya teaches Shane his lesson.

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    20 Mar 2026