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  1. Public Bookmark 58

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    After Shane collapses on the ice, he finds out some news that shakes up his life and changes everything. Now, he and Ilya have to figure out how they are going to navigate this together.

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    24 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 21

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    Ilya finally achieved his goal: get out of Russia. He flies out to his new school, nervous about the things about to come.
    To His luck, or unluck, his roommate is very handsome and gets his attention right away, Shane Hollander.
    He promised himself to work hard to keep up with his goals, now that he had reached the first one, but his roommate might make it a little harder to focus...

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    “Alright so, we need to tell facts about each other in this project, and about our winter break plans.” Shane explained while tapping a pen against his knee.
    “I’ll start, you like getting your balls sucked, and break plans? Hopefully more of that?”
    Shane laughed and pushed Ilya
    “Hey fuck you! I’m not writing this up”
    “I told about you, what is problem?” Ilya grinned
    “Asshole”

    “Okay about you hmm… Well you curse in Russian when you come, and your plans… Include that but at our cottage?”

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    22 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 41

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    "He knew that in the grand scheme of things, three weeks was nothing. It was a blip, genuinely inconsequential. Barely enough time to learn the shape of another person, let alone miss them.

    He'd spent years telling himself exactly that.

    It had never quite taken. "

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    Between the World Junior Championship and the NHL Draft, all of the top prospects are sent to a three week development camp.

    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov end up sharing a room. For a brief moment, they find something in each other neither of them expected.

    Then Ilya vanishes from their cabin without explanation.

    Years pass. They are drafted to opposite conferences. Their careers take off. Their lives move on.

    But some things never quite stay buried. When a trade brings Ilya to Boston, the almost they've spent years outrunning is, suddenly, standing directly in front of them.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Collection of fics set post The Long Game (book 6)

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Shane: We were going to hang out and he came here straight from the gym
    Shane: So he's in my shower
    Shane: naked
    Shane: in my shower

    Rose: oh my god
    Rose: the gym has no showers?

    Shane: it does

    Rose: oh my god
    Rose: Shane
    Rose: he wants to fuck you

    Or: Shane and Ilya have been friends for two years. Shane has also been in love with Ilya for two years. He's managed it decently, so far. Ilya showers at Shane's place and Shane loses all sense of how he's been able top manage being in love with Ilya this long. He freaks out about it to Rose.

    (Or or: It's my first fanfiction, I suck at summaries, maybe I'll come up with something better later on)

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    8/?
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    21 Jun 2026

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    Cliff watches him squeeze the phone between his cheek and shoulder, lifting the jersey over his head as he continues to talk, a bit distracted now by the multitasking.

    “And was good practice, you know, for when I am your husband."

    Immediately, the locker room goes dead silent. And so does Rozanov, in fact.

    In which Ilya accidentally calls himself Shane's future husband in the middle of the Bears locker room. Worse still, they're not even dating yet.

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    3/3
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    20 Jun 2026

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    I want to wake up to you tomorrow. If you don’t want that, that’s okay, but give me my agency, Ilya. Believe me when I say I want you or let me try to pick up the pieces without you.

    Five months ago, Ilya walked out of Shane’s life and their marriage. Shane has been trying to pick up the pieces. A late night phone call could either unravel everything or be the start of a new beginning.

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    Chapters:
    8/12
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    19 Jun 2026

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    Immediately follows the fight on Boxing Day, where Ilya tells Shane to leave. To please go home.

    After seeking advice from a trusted friend, Shane returns to make things right between them.

    Truths will be revealed, exposing the cracks in their relationship that Shane hasn't seen and Ilya hasn't wanted to reveal; forcing hard conversations and even harder decisions.

    Is love enough to keep them together? If so, what needs to change? Will anything stay the same?

    The biggest question Shane asks himself as they wade through years of miscommunication and hurt is 'Where do we go from here?'

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    Chapters:
    14/?
    Comments:
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    19 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 86

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    10(ish) days after the events of An Evil Spirit, A Passion, or an Idea, it's time for Ilya Rozanov to leave the cottage.

    16(ish) hours in 6 chapters released over 6 weeks.

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    Chapters:
    2/6
    Comments:
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    19 Jun 2026

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    Sveta
    Help me
    I am in love with a virgin

    Ilya was exaggerating for comic effect, of course. He wasn’t in love with Shane Hollander. He was just absolutely infatuated with him and wanted to carry him around in his pocket and also fuck him senseless and then count his freckles while he slept beside him. So not love, just whatever that was, but still. It was a problem.

    Or,
    A newly-drafted Ilya Rozanov finds himself transfixed by a beautiful man in the grocery store.

    A newly-single Shane Hollander does something uncharacteristically brave.

    Neither of them are prepared for just how out of their depth they're about to be.

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    Chapters:
    14/?
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    17 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 94

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    After the Boxing Day fight, they don't talk it out. There's no crash, no final words over instagram. Just a letter on a coffee table saying "I'm done" and a blocked number.
    Shane's world crashes around him.
    Now it's 7 years later. Shane is retiring, reminded of everything he and Ilya planned. After an off the cuff comment at his retirement press conference he hears from Ilya, for the first time since the fight, asking to go out for drinks.
    How bad could this be?

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    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
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    16 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 98

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    Shane and Ilya sit down with SportCenter to give interviews for a piece reminiscing on their rivalry, how a friendship came about. At least that was the plan when they left the house this morning. A video clip, a slip up and now this fluff piece is quickly turning into the hockey story of the century as Shane and Ilya share more than they ever intended.

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    Chapters:
    6/9
    Comments:
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    14 Jun 2026

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    selbindery (on ao3 and instagram!) has fic bound this entire series and it is so, so wonderful, please go check out their beautiful work of art here:

    https://www.instagram.com/p/DWhgjfuFsVr/?igsh=MTlmbDBvbDBmMG55bQ==

    (fic binding is only ever acceptable for personal use! do not attempt to sell or monetize fanfiction!)

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Shane and Ilya haven’t spoken to each other since they broke up over a misunderstanding at the 2017 All-Stars game. Ilya was traded from Boston to LA and they both tried to move on. But, in December of 2019, when Ilya ends up on injury reserve, he decides to make an unannounced trip to Montreal. He could have never foreseen the global pandemic just around the corner of that decision, and as the world crumbles around them, they find themselves isolated at the cottage for the longest offseason of their lives.

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    What happens when the systems you have carefully built to keep yourself hidden and emotionally regulated are no longer available to you? What happens when the identity you built your life around becomes the thing you must let go of? What happens when isolation exposes the truth about yourself and everyone around you and there’s nowhere else to hide? What does Shane do then? What does Ilya do then? What ripples does that create beyond their relationship? What shape does their life become when honesty is no longer optional?

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    Chapters:
    67/?
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    03 Jun 2026

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    Ch 43

  15. Public Bookmark 86

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    @AlexLiuSportsnet: BREAKING: Metros’ Shane Hollander signs with HIFK of the Finnish Elite League, becoming the latest in a spate of MLH players signing overseas amidst a lockout that MLHPA President Scott Hunter says they could be in for the long haul.

    @AlexLiuSportsnet: BREAKING: Raiders’ Ilya Rozanov signs with HIFK of the Finnish Elite League, the news coming just hours after the news of Shane Hollander also signing with the club, quickly rocketing them into serious contender status.

    Or: Shane and Ilya and the 2013 MLH lockout.

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    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
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    31 May 2026

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    Ilya’s brows quirked again, and he flicked open the first page of the textbook, ‘and you decided to learn Russian now because...?’

    ‘Because I married a Russian man, and I figured it was about time I learned.’

    ‘You never learned with me.’ Ilya said.

    ‘No.’ Shane replied, tersely, ‘there was a lot I never did with you.’

    Or: After Shane's college relationship ends in heartbreak, he patches up his wounds by marrying a wealthy, older man, and he's so sure his life is perfect. That is, until his ex re-enters the picture, and he wonders if maybe he got it all wrong.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    29 May 2026

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    In hopes to improve his English, Ilya Rozanov subscribes to the New Yorker.

    He does not expect himself to fall in love with a column, especially the author.

    Shane Hollander only knows how to write from his heart by cataloguing loneliness as his own, about the performance of public life and about wanting something that he cannot safely name.

    Ilya learns new words from him.

    Yearning. Vulnerability. Home.

    And he is practicing to say them out loud.

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    Chapters:
    13/?
    Comments:
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    237
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    16,037

    27 May 2026

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    “Do not make me do work. I just retired.”

    “You did. You’ve had an amazing career and you’re an amazing husband and, as my WAG, it’s my job to keep you happy. So I’ll make it happen. I’ll get you a baby. But, we’ve got to figure out logistics to get one.”

    “We just do it the easy way.”

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    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
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    18,507

    26 May 2026

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    The video opens with an air of domesticity and almost innocence to it that foreshadowed nothing of what would follow. A quick sweeping shot of a bedroom, lights low, before the camera settles on a man standing in front of a mirror. The atmosphere is intimate and cozy. Ilya Rozanov is just finishing pulling the jersey over his head, abs and a trail of hair disappearing under a sea of blue. He turns to look in the mirror. His black boxer briefs visible where the jersey ends. HOLLANDER spelled across the back with 24 in the center

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    Well it's yet another Hollanov getting outted Pre-Tuna melt fic because this one is haunting my brain.
    How will the boys handle it when a stupid video they decided to make gets posted at the start of the 2016 season? Before they've ever had a chance to establish what they want with each other. What will the consequences be in a era before Scott Hunter kissing on the ice and Ilya's still the captain in Boston.

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    Chapters:
    17/?
    Comments:
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    25 May 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 19

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    Shane’s mind was whirring: he needed to remember that Dillon was weaker on his left so Shane needed to make sure to guard him there. He needed to let Ilya kiss him in front of everyone. Haas was fast enough to fill gaps on the right, but he was also a little insecure sometimes so Shane needed to help bolster that. Shane was supposed to let Ilya hug him in front of everyone. If Ilya noticed Shane was freaking out, he didn’t say anything.

    Set at the beginning of pre-season practice during Shane's first season with the Ottawa Centaurs, this story explores Ilya and Shane's mental health struggles, the many changes happening in their relationship in the last few months, and the language barrier between them.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    15
    Kudos:
    97
    Bookmarks:
    19
    Hits:
    2,597

    25 May 2026

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