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    It's Fall of 2014 and Ilya Rozanov has cut all ties with Russia. But there's no such thing as a clean break, and leaving isn't as simple as never going back.
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    Basically a very self-indulgent fic about how hard it would be for Ilya to actually move on from the pain of the past and to go no contact with his family in a timeline where Grigori is still alive. Also, Ilya deserves to be known and loved by more people than just Shane and Sveta. Forced/Found Family here we come.
    *Sequel to my canon-divergence fic "To only ever know the cold" (go read that first or this won't make sense!)

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    12 Apr 2026

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    “Bro, you will not believe what just happened in the Raider locker room!” JJ finally shook off the others and crossed over to Shane and Hayden.

    “How do you know what goes on in the Raider locker room?” Shane asked hesitantly. This couldn’t be good.

    “I have sources everywhere, capítaine.”

    Shane asked before he could chicken out and run over to the other locker room himself. “What happened? Is someone hurt?”

    “Better!”

    “Better?” Shane and Hayden both exclaimed at the same time. “How could that possibly be a good thing?”

    “They’re the enemy, Hollander, come on.” JJ said it like it was the most obvious thing in the world.

    Oh no, please don’t let it be—

    “It’s Rozanov bro!” JJ thrust his phone in their faces, “apparently his dad just busted in the locker rooms and started yelling at the guy!”

    Or, Grigori Rozanov barges into the Raiders locker room and berates Ilya in front of his team. Protective Shane ensues.

    Sequel to “I See You”

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    06 Apr 2026

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    Shane joins Ilya on a quick trip to Moscow, which soon transforms into a nightmare. Ilya is arrested and targeted so harshly that he's not sure Russia will let him go this time.
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    Shane witnesses Ilya's family.
    Alexei and Ilya's relationship is explored.
    Yuna flies to Russia.
    Lots of Svetlana.
    Healing journey fluff afterwards.

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    04 Apr 2026

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    "I’m sorry, I am just—” He drops his fork to wave his hand around, the way he does when he's searching for the proper word. He knows enough English words to describe what it is he’s feeling, but they don’t feel like adequate descriptors. My father, the man I loathe, is dying, and there is nothing I can do to save him. Everyone in my life expects so little of me, and I feel as though I may disappear. I feel like, if I did disappear, perhaps the world would be all the better for it. You are the only man in my life who has made me feel happy to take up space. Shane, tell me, what is the English word for this?

    Ilya Rozanov's okay, not good, probably bad day.

    Set during a liminal space of my design between the All-Star game and Ilya's father's death.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    After the cottage, an unexpected contract raise keeps Ilya in Boston for another year. This means Shane and Ilya are still rivals on the ice despite being boyfriends off it. When tensions raise during a game Shane gets angry, starting a fight with his man. It leaves Ilya too tired to fuck Shane after, and with the perfect opportunity to try something thats been on his mind for months.

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    16 Mar 2026