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nobody’s son, nobody’s soldier by makethisuseraname
Fandoms: The Night Manager (TV 2016)
10 Feb 2026
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The hold Jonathan has on him is unnerving. Teddy wants to keep him, even though he knows he is not worthy. He is no good for the man. Hell, he is practically the reason why Jonathan wakes up screaming at night.
He never brings it up in the morning, neither does Jonathan. What happens at night doesn't get mentioned during the day. It's a silent agreement they have established.
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In which, Teddy and Jonathan shack up together, battle their demons, and finally come to terms with how much they need each other.
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20 Feb 2026
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I will give you everything by elizajostenminyard (orphan_account)
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
22 Mar 2018
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Andrew can't remember ever wanting to be gentle with anyone before.
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- Part 1 of soft andreil
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20 Feb 2026
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Deep down, Andrew knew he would always reach this crossroads, a time where the thought became too strong to ignore.
Going all the way with Neil. It's not something he can continue to avoid thinking about. When Andrew looks back to the days where he held Neil's hands down, when he never got off with him in the same room, he's forced to acknowledge how much he's allowed.
Not allowed. Welcomed. Wanted.
But that’s not all there is to it, and the desire to make a decision finally makes itself known.
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- Part 5 of progress comes in small steps
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11 Feb 2026
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"Talk to me, Andrew- I thought you were getting better-"
Better. It's like a lit match to kerosine- Andrew slams his hands down on the counter, crushing the chips before he sweeps them across the room. Better.
Better- like Andrew is something to be fixed. That he even can be fixed. Nobody understands how hard he is trying but everyone can tell when he backslides- Abby, Wymack, the other Foxes, and even his own family have a silent language they use when Andrew Minyard is being a fucking problem again.
He is so sick of being this vulnerable, he-
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Companion piece to Who You Were Before. Andrew's PoV post-nightmare: where he goes, and how he finds his way back home.
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- Part 2 of On The Edge Of A Night
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10 Feb 2026
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“Have you considered the possibility that Neil has chosen you, but believes you have not chosen him?” Renee says. "Have you ever explicitly told him what you want?”
“Neil knows what I want,” Andrew snaps. This is not Andrew’s fault.
“How do you know?”
Because Neil always knows. He is as fluent in Andrew’s micro-expressions as he is in German and French. He knows which head tilts mean “go on” and which ones mean “shut up.” Without ever asking, he learned what it meant to see Andrew wearing double layers of long sleeves, or taking multiple showers in a day, and learned to hand Andrew the car keys.
That has always been the most terrifying thing about Neil — his patience to wait, watch, listen, learn. The prospect that if Neil were given enough time, there would be no part of Andrew that was just Andrew’s anymore.
“He has to know,” Andrew says.
“Does he?” Renee says. “Have you ever known Neil to assume that he is wanted?”
Five times Neil tells someone that he and Andrew aren’t dating, and one time Andrew uses his words to set the record straight.
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04 Feb 2026