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  1. Public Bookmark 72

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    A fanfic I made about the two homophobic guys in my history class that are 100% in love.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Omg need to read cause im doing the same but with 6 boys

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    A second, then a blur. Ilya knocking over one of the kitchen island stools to engulf Shane. His shaking frame holding Shane so tight, Shane felt himself shaking back. He could only hold on back, just as tightly.
    “Please.” Came the strangled voice by his left ear. “Please, tell me.”
    And who was Shane to ever deny a wish of Ilya Rozanov.
    “I’m signing to Ottawa. Tomorrow. If you would want to come with.”
    And then Ilya was shoving him back, holding him close to his face. “Of course. I drive. Of course I come.”
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    Shane, fed up with Montreal, signs to Ottawa before their relationship is revealed. While he doesn't plan on keeping that a secret for long, he asks Ilya to let him get to know the team first, before they come out. To maybe have a normal season. Meanwhile, the rest of the Centaurs are going crazy trying to figure out what is going on between their captain and Shane Hollander and why they keep showing up in the same car??

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    29 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I need to read but it's to late will read tomorrow

  3. Public Bookmark 54

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    Hyposensitivity, most commonly seen in autistic people, refers to decreased responsivity to sensory inputs. Those experiencing hyposensitivity have a harder time stimulating their senses than normal, which often leads to sensory-seeking behaviors.

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    5 cases where Shane had abnormal sensory responses, +1 time where he wasn't alone in it.
    A character study of Shane Hollander through the lens of autistic under-responsivity, because I firmly believe this is the case in cannon and want to depict it.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    Kinda scary how i relate to some of this

  4. Public Bookmark 36

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    It's the summer of 1981 and one of Billy's friend bets he won't have the guts to go and talk for five minutes with the naked weirdo that's hiding under the pier.
    Billy's 14 and he has no idea of what consequences accepting that bet will have.

    Or: an AU about time travel, pining, and the constant fear of screwing up.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Loved

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    Shane has known since they met that Ilya Rozanov was the endgame. The painful path to get there was always going to be their biggest problem.

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    Shane and Ilya meet at hockey camp at 12 years old. They grow together, learn languages, learn they are soulmates, but for the sake of their careers choose to resist their bond and only hook up when their paths cross. A story of 9+ years of feeling half- alive and wildly in love, of grief, of endlessly pining, seeking the other, and how their sun-drenched happy ending was always waiting in the wings.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    I loved it was beautiful