Tess4era
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“Why are you looking at me like that?” Jake asked, the question slipping out raw and unguarded.
Sunghoon’s mouth lifted at the corner—a faint, familiar reflex that made Jake’s chest cave in. “I forgot I wasn’t allowed to anymore.”
Jake let out a sharp, breathless sound. He meant it as a laugh, but it came out like grief. “We had years, Sunghoon.”
“No,” Sunghoon said quietly, the certainty in his voice heavier than anger. “We had chances. Years were just what passed while we wasted them.”
Some things cost more the longer you want them.
Each other, for example.
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17 May 2026
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I am not asking to be happy. I have never asked for that. I am only asking to be different. Please, Lord, make me different. Make me the thing they need me to be. Remove from me this— this affliction, this error, this deviation from Your design. I do not understand why You made me this way if You did not mean for me to be this way. And if You meant for me to be this way then I do not understand why, why, why is it a sin. And if it is a sin then I am a sinner, so then forgive me but I cannot repent for something I have never done, can I, can I repent for a feeling, can a man be damned for the direction of his hunger, for the frequency of his loneliness, for wanting the wrong mouth, the wrong hands, for lying awake in the dark imagining—
He turns onto his side.
—imagining his shirt open to the second button and the skin underneath warm, and if I pressed my mouth there I would feel his pulse and it would be fast, would it be fast, would his heart beat faster if I—
Or: Park Sunghoon meets Sim Jaeyun on the Titanic.
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16 May 2026
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“have you been—” sunghoon pauses, and jaeyun can feel him thinking, which is interesting. “touched? by anyone.”
jaeyun’s thighs press together involuntarily, and he is immediately baffled at it. “sunghoon—”
“i’m not trying to embarrass you,” sunghoon says, and his voice has shifted very slightly, careful in a way it hadn’t been a moment ago. “i’m trying to figure out what i’m working with here. if i’m setting you up with jay i need to know how—”
“you need to know how sexually inexperienced i am to set me up with jay,” jaeyun says, hearing himself say it out loud and finding it simultaneously absurd and extremely real.
OR.
jaeyun trades his psych notes for a shot at jay. he does not anticipate that the middleman would become an issue.
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- Part 3 of jakehoon!
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25 Apr 2026
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Jake’s mind blanks out for a second, then trips somewhere it absolutely shouldn’t.
Sunghoon’s breath hits his neck in uneven bursts of laughter, fingers dragging absently over the cotton of Jake’s shirt by his ribs, rougher than he’s touched Jake in years, and suddenly all Jake can think about is how good sex with Sunghoon must feel.
Or: Sunghoon moves out of the dorms, and Jake has a very inconvenient sexuality crisis about it
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18 Apr 2026
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The king does not want him.
Jaeyun knows it from the moment he is appointed as a concubine. But the position was granted by the royal consort’s final wish, one that cannot be refused, even by the throne itself.
So Jaeyun remains, caught in a place he was never meant to return to, serving a king who does not want him there.
Until Jaeyun is summoned.
Again. And again.Bookmarked by Tess4era
06 Apr 2026