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    “Hey. Whatever this is, it seems like we’re in it together. So maybe we should try to figure it out. Together.”

    “How can we figure it out, when we don’t know what it is?” Rozanov is staring at a random spot on Shane’s shirtsleeve.

    “Honestly…” Shane hesitates for a moment, because what he’s about to suggest is truly, absolutely insane. “If I didn’t know any better, I’d say it’s like a time loop.”

    “Time loop?” Rozanov repeats, sounding confused. He still doesn’t look up.

    “Yeah, like that movie Groundhog Day?”

    Finally, Rozanov meets his gaze, but only to give Shane an absolutely incredulous look. “That is a movie, Hollander. That is not real.”

    “Does any of this seem real to you?” Shane fires back. “I don’t know about you, but this kind of thing doesn’t exactly happen to me a lot.”

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    After a decade of careful hiding, that’s that.

    Everyone is saying his biggest secret out loud. Ilya Rozanov sucks cock. Ilya Rozanov fucks men. Ilya Rozanov isn’t straight.

    It doesn’t feel quite as life crushing as he imagined it would. A calmness settles into his body. It reminds him of those minutes right after you break a bone, when the damage is already done and you know there’s nothing you can do but sit with it.

    It hasn’t even been four years since Russia passed the excessively named Law for the Purpose of Protecting Children from Information Advocating a Denial of Traditional Family Values.

    He can’t think about that now.

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    Two months after the tuna melt incident, Ilya gets outed when a picture of him texting Jane leaks.

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    After his ex girlfriend Rose Landry kindly points out he might be gay, Shane Hollander downloads Grindr.

    He just doesn't expect to see the dick he's been getting photos of in the 2017 All-Star locker room. And, he certainly didn't expect it to belong to his rival, Ilya Rozanov.

    Or, a sexting au where Shane recognises Ilya as his mystery man by his dick.

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    It had become a tradition. The three of them gathered at Ilya's penthouse to drink sweet tea. For Ilya and Svetlana it was nostalgic. Cliff still thought it ridiculous, but kept showing up anyway.

    It looked like Rozanov was paying much more than the usual rate. Shane's checks increased. Assignments with other clients were stopped, because the agency wanted him available whenever Rozanov called.

    Significantly less work for significantly more money. Shane started to look forward to the parties.

    Sometimes Shane sat on Marleau's lap and felt the large hand stroking his side, sliding under his shirt. More often it was Rozanov's lap. Shane leaned into him with his arms hugged around Rozanov’s neck, head resting in the crook of his shoulder. He was the provider and the main client, which meant Shane had to perform neatly.

    Checks continued to grow.

    noncon/dubcon IS between Shane and Ilya within the escort arrangement

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    Shane was twelve when hockey scouts started showing up to his games. He was barely fifteen when a check went horribly wrong, fucked his knee to hell and gave him a grade III concussion. During rehab he found swimming, and he was seventeen when he went to the Olympics as an alternate for freestyle swim events.

    He’s 24 and working for his mom’s sports PR company when he meets Ilya Fucking Rozanov.

    May contain: Shane Hollander navigating what it means to be mostly normal when your whole childhood was about preparing you for greatness. Shane Hollander attempting to flirt. Possibly less than 100% accurate descriptions of what a sports PR agent does.

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