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  1. Rec *

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    While the ability to overhear the secret thoughts of the people around him was distracting at best and anxiety-inducing at worst, Castiel had found ways to cope that included a pair of noise-canceling headphones and burying himself in his PhD research. After hearing inner thoughts for his entire life, there were very few things he overheard that surprised him anymore. So imagine his shock when his roommate Sam's brother, Dean, came to stay with them. While Dean may have been able to keep a straight face on the outside, his inner thoughts told a much different story.

    Written for Dean/Cas BigBang 2024

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    09 Jun 2026

  2. Rec 17

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    This journal is old, older than Dean thought, and it starts with a list. From what Dean can tell, it catalogues a bunch of landmarks. Roadside attractions. Silly, stupid ones like the World’s Largest Ball of Twine—of which Sam notes there are actually three, in three different states—and Herkimer, Colorado’s Largest Beetle. Dean remembers seeing at least one of those balls of twine, back when he was a little kid, and it’s probably the one from Cawker City, Kansas, because Sam’s got that one crossed out.

    There’s other things too. Museums, galleries, national parks. Those seem more Sam’s style, but he doesn’t appear to discriminate much. Many places are checked off; some Dean can remember going to and others he can’t.

    Clutching that notebook to his chest, he thinks he knows what he’s going to do next. Lisa—if she even wants him—she can wait. He’ll finish up some maintenance on the car. He’ll pack a bag. Then, he’s going to drive.

    (Post-S5) After the events of Swan Song, Sam stays dead. While unpacking Sam’s old duffel bag, Dean finds a journal with a bucket list inside, and instead of going back to Lisa, he decides to finish it. Eventually, Castiel comes along for the ride.

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    04 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 45

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    Castiel arrives on Earth wearing a female vessel, and Dean falls into a secret relationship with him almost immediately. But when Cas is forced into Jimmy’s body, everything changes.

    To Cas, he’s still the same angel, still in love. To Dean, he’s suddenly a man, and the internalized homophobia he’s carried all his life threatens to destroy the bond they built.
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    Or: Dean's internal battle between his love for Cas and his internalized homophobia.

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    27 May 2026

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    There were moments that changed the course of Dean’s life drastically: his mom dying, carrying his brother to safety, his first solo hunt at 17, reuniting with Sam, going to Hell, and his subsequent rescue, just to name a few. And of course, who could forget the moment when he was found under Cas in the backseat of the car, leading everyone to think that they screwed?

    Suddenly, Dean’s biggest problems aren’t apocalypses, demons, and monsters anymore—it’s trying to convince his family that he isn’t dating Cas. (And if he has to hear Sam say one more word about his alleged sex life, he's gonna blow a gasket)

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    25 May 2026

  5. Rec 39

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    Arthur Lester didn't believe in ghosts. So, checking the attic after his daughter drew a creepy yellow demon named "Mister Doe" is just to make sure there are't any animals up there. No other reason. Except the Piano that looks freshly cleaned. The piano that is still in tune. The piano that when Arthur started playing it, summoned a demon in a yellow cloak.

    Arthur Lester totally doesn't believe in ghosts. Or Gods. Or Reincarnation. Right?

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    24 May 2026