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  1. Rec *

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    Shane had planned the pregnancy down to the week.

    That was the joke everyone kept making, anyway. Not that it was inaccurate.

    The third trimester was supposed to land perfectly during the off season so Shane could avoid flying, avoid media appearances, avoid unnecessary stress, and ideally spend the last stretch of pregnancy resting quietly at home with his husband.

    Instead, the third trimester was destroying him.

    He was tired all the time. Not regular tired either. Bone-deep, miserable exhaustion that made him want to cry if he had to walk upstairs twice in one day. His back hurt. His hips hurt. His knees hurt. His ribs hurt. Sometimes his skin hurt for reason.

    Or. Pregnant Shane shorts.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Shane had planned the pregnancy down to the week.

    That was the joke everyone kept making, anyway. Not that it was inaccurate.

    The third trimester was supposed to land perfectly during the off season so Shane could avoid flying, avoid media appearances, avoid unnecessary stress, and ideally spend the last stretch of pregnancy resting quietly at home with his husband.

    Instead, the third trimester was destroying him.

    He was tired all the time. Not regular tired either. Bone-deep, miserable exhaustion that made him want to cry if he had to walk upstairs twice in one day. His back hurt. His hips hurt. His knees hurt. His ribs hurt. Sometimes his skin hurt for reason.

    Or. Pregnant Shane shorts.

  2. Rec *

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    A very pregnant Shane agrees to a day of free use at the cottage during his and Ilya’s babymoon. It’s better than either of them expected.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    A very pregnant Shane agrees to a day of free use at the cottage during his and Ilya’s babymoon. It’s better than either of them expected.

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    Victims of Shane Hollander’s ‘tism rizz (support group for queer hockey players)

    Ilya Rozanov was added to the chat

    OR: After coming out to none other than Troy Barrett, Ilya Rozanov, Shane Hollander's recent fiancé, is added to a group chat full of queer hockey players on the current league. The twist? Almost every single one of them had some interaction with Hollander that made them, at the very least, question things. It goes as well as expected.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    Victims of Shane Hollander’s ‘tism rizz (support group for queer hockey players)

    Ilya Rozanov was added to the chat

    OR: After coming out to none other than Troy Barrett, Ilya Rozanov, Shane Hollander's recent fiancé, is added to a group chat full of queer hockey players on the current league. The twist? Almost every single one of them had some interaction with Hollander that made them, at the very least, question things. It goes as well as expected.

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    His next reply made Rose almost drop her phone. There was a penis on her screen. A very large penis. And - god, this was the weirdest part - it was Ilya Rozanov’s penis. 

    Rose: SHANE

    Shane: I know.

    Shane: Don’t worry it fits.

    Rose: that is SO not what I was going to ask you

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    Or: Shane drunk texts Rose a picture of Ilya's dick. A year later Rose meets Ilya for the first time and remembers.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    Finished!!
    His next reply made Rose almost drop her phone. There was a penis on her screen. A very large penis. And - god, this was the weirdest part - it was Ilya Rozanov’s penis.

    Rose: SHANE

    Shane: I know.

    Shane: Don’t worry it fits.

    Rose: that is SO not what I was going to ask you

    ____________________

    Or: Shane drunk texts Rose a picture of Ilya's dick. A year later Rose meets Ilya for the first time and remembers.

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    “Ilya?” Shane Hollander’s voice called out. He sounded weirdly hopeful. 

    Cliff pushed open the door and cleared his throat.

    “No, it’s me,” he said, by way of greeting. “Cliff. Cliff Marleau.”

    “Marleau,” Hollander said, but he seemed to be looking behind Cliff. “Is Ilya- Rozanov- with you?”

    That was the second time he’d called Roz by his first name. It was very strange to hear someone’s arch rival say their name with such affection. 

    ____________________

    Or: Unbeknownst to Ilya, Cliff Marleau visits Shane in hospital after his hit. High on painkillers, Shane won't shut up about Ilya

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    20 Jun 2026

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    Finished!!
    “Ilya?” Shane Hollander’s voice called out. He sounded weirdly hopeful.

    Cliff pushed open the door and cleared his throat.

    “No, it’s me,” he said, by way of greeting. “Cliff. Cliff Marleau.”

    “Marleau,” Hollander said, but he seemed to be looking behind Cliff. “Is Ilya- Rozanov- with you?”

    That was the second time he’d called Roz by his first name. It was very strange to hear someone’s arch rival say their name with such affection.

    ____________________

    Or: Unbeknownst to Ilya, Cliff Marleau visits Shane in hospital after his hit. High on painkillers, Shane won't shut up about Ilya