TomTomL



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    The life of the ex-Warder, Grayson, and his journey out of the Woods.

    These stories are a loosely connected series of AUs.

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    These stories are a loosely connected series of AUs.

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    "What do you think it is to be human?” Flins asks, slow and deliberate, fingers tracing the rim of his drink. 

    “To be human is to feel,” Illuga says, definitively. “To be human is to hurt, to bleed, to cry. And then wake up the next day and do it again. Wake up a thousand times and do it again, knowing that the pain doesn’t stop.”

    Flins’ gaze is piercing. “Why?”

    “Because if we can still feel pain, we can still feel joy.”

    Illuga thinks he knows what it means to be human. He has a few things to learn.

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    14 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 42

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    “You can’t trust anyone else to give you what you really want, can you? Poor, pitiful little Illuga. Papa Nikita’s baby boy, just needs someone to shove him against a tree, kick his legs apart and show him—”

    It all happens at once, a blur of movement, action without conscious thought.

    Illuga takes hold of Lohen’s wrist and twists. It’s quick and violent and effective—a question Lohen must answer in a fraction of a second: drop the knife or suffer. Drop the knife or bear witness to his own ligaments tearing.

    Lohen gasps, letting the knife slip from his hold. It buries itself upright in the dirt, and when Illuga wrenches him downward, Lohen goes to his knees beside it.

    Illuga wants to pretend he doesn’t need their secret trysts. Lohen’s not fond of pretending.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.

    Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.

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    27 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 50

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    Illuga wasn’t afraid of the dark; the monsters of the Wild Hunt didn’t scare him, only what they could do to his friends; he had walked the path to and from Cliffwatch Camp on his own a hundred times and he had never been so afraid.
     

    tldr, illuga gets chased through the woods and he likes it

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    14 Mar 2026

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    "You barely ever eat any human food."

    "A shame, really."

    "You must be starving."

    "Not particularly."

    "Then, if I offered you my heart, you would say no?"

    Illuga finds an old book that tells the tales of man-eating fae, and decides to test the reality of it.

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    10 Mar 2026