UndercoverTonight



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    Shane gasped and stumbled backwards. “Three weeks? You decided-” his hands flew to his mouth. “How could you do this without talking to me? This is what? To punish me because I won’t come out on your timeline?”

    Ilya felt a stab of anger. “You won’t come out on any timeline!”

    Shane blinked at him. “I literally drove here tonight because I wanted to know if you would accept six to twelve months!” 

    “A timeline,” he barked. “This is our lives, Shane. I want to be with you fully now. I know you are scared, but you need to be brave, and I am so deeply fucking unhappy being your dirty little secret.”

    “That’s not fair Ilya, it’s going to be complicated for me. I’m already the only Asian captain in the league! The media, sponsors, the Voyageurs? It’s going to need to be carefully managed-”

    Or: After the Boxing Day fight, Ilya loses faith in the idea that Shane will come out quickly and decides to make a wild move and agrees on a trade to Vancouver. Can these two idiots in love find their way back to each other?

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    14 Jun 2026

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    All Shane wanted to do was to play hockey.
    He knew he was pretty much the best at it.

    What he didn't know, being the best was not enough.

    Being a gay Asian-Canadian hockey player didn't help anything at all.

    Nor did the fact that he got drafted to Ottawa, the team where Ilya Rozanov was already the biggest star.

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    An alternate universe where Shane is openly out as gay. Ilya is still closeted bisexual. And they both play for the same team- ie, Ottawa Centaurs.

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    28 May 2026

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    Ilya let out a quiet laugh, shaking his head. “I want to be perfect for you, Shane. To make up for all the time we lost.”

    “I don’t want perfect,” Shane said quietly, stroking Ilya’s cheek. “I want something real. Something that we fight to make work, because we want it so much. Because being together is so much fucking better than being without each other.”

    ***

    Ten years ago, Shane and Ilya loved each other in secret and let each other go anyway.

    Now Shane, captain of the Ottawa Centaurs, is a single dad to four-year-old Ollie, and good at pretending he doesn’t think about the man he lost when they were younger and terrified of the fallout of being caught. Then one chance meeting turns into drinks, lingering looks, old feelings, and suddenly Ilya Rozanov is everywhere again.

    Some things, it turns out, never really leave you.

    As Shane and Ilya fall back into each other’s lives - and into something softer, steadier, and openly theirs this time — they realise maybe they’re finally ready for the life they used to dream about.

    Or: two hockey players who were each other’s first love reconnect ten years later and slowly build the family they always wanted.

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    28 May 2026

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    Ilya pulled his phone out of his pocket as he made his way to the island in his kitchen and powered it back on. He hadn't bothered doing so after turning it off the night before. He was expecting a text or call from Shane, maybe even multiple. What he wasn't expecting were several missed calls from Yuna and David. He quickly unlocked his phone and listened to the voicemail that Yuna had left him at 4 o'clock in the morning.

    "Ilya, sweetheart, I know it's early and you're likely still asleep. I need you to call me as soon as you see this. It's Shane, he got in a wreck. He is in surgery, and David and I are at the hospital right now. We will make sure to let you know of any updates. Please get back to me as soon as you can. We love you."

    What? Shane? A wreck?

    Or: What if Shane decided to come back to Ottawa after seeing Ilya's secret diary on Instagram and got into a car wreck?

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    28 May 2026

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    After a drunk driver retires Ilya's hockey career, he turns his focus to the Irina Foundation where he meets a kid with a natural talent for hockey.

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    28 May 2026