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    geek squad by

    Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)  

    18 Oct 2025

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    Jisung is technologically illiterate. Clicking on pop-ups, answering scam callers, downloading files from sketchy-looking websites, the whole nine yards. When he gets a virus that bricks his laptop—the one all his music files are on—he takes it to a repair shop, where he meets the hottest man alive.

    If only Jisung could think up an excuse to see him again.

    or; Han Jisung keeps downloading malware because approaching Lee Minho like a normal person is much too daunting.

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    I never ever felt so cool (disguised in your sheets) by

    Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)  

    16 Jan 2026

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    A post-canon (with some small tweaks) road trip full of tension, nightmares, gay panic, and a very long drive toward the truth.

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    Will just wanted to bring his brother home. He didn’t plan on sharing motel beds, surviving Mike Wheeler’s jealousy spiral, or confronting feelings he’s spent years burying.

    Mike thinks Will likes girls.
    Will thinks Mike will never love him back.
    Both of them are wrong.

    Or

    Water dripped from Will's hair, ran down his jaw, caught on his lips.

    Mike stared at it.

    Stared like he'd forgotten where he was.

    Then, slowly he lifted a towel and pressed it gently to Will's mouth, wiping the water away. His hand didn't even shake. He was steady. 

    Will's breath stuttered. Tingles tremored all the way up his spine.

    He didn't move. He couldn't. He was too aware of Mike's hand, of the way his eyes kept dropping back to his lips.

    That look again.

    The one Will had seen a dozen times now and never understood.

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    17 Jan 2026

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    i hate accidents (except when we went from friends to this). by

    Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)  

    11 Aug 2022

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    The first time it happens, Will classifies it as a little accident.

    When he wakes, the morning sun is burning through the window onto their faces, and Mike’s cursing as he stands to close the curtains, stumbling all the way.

    “Scoot over,” he grumbles, voice dry, and for a second Will can’t do anything other than sigh like a lovesick idiot. It’s a second too late for Mike, because he grumbles more words Will doesn’t catch under his breath and then physically pushes Will towards the wall to lay beside him, arm over Will’s middle. A second of silence passes, then Mike sighs, only to whine: “Fuck, my head hurts.”

    Will can’t help it: he breaks down laughing, much to Mike’s offense.

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    Alternatively: five times Mike kissed Will, and one time Will kissed back.

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    devour me with certainty by

    Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)  

    04 Sep 2023

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    Jisung is feeling more and more hopeless about losing his virginity.

    Minho is straight. Ostensibly.

    Some friendships are worth making changes for.

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    will byers’ guide to advanced concepts in painting by

    Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)  

    27 Dec 2025

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    Dustin hums in agreement while he swallows his bite. “It’s like, against his factory settings to say no to you. What do you need him to do, model for you or something?”

    Will shoves his face back into his hands. “I’m going to fail.”

    Max rolls her eyes. “You’re not going to fail, you’re going to paint Mike.”

    Will lifts his head up from his hands, eyes wide, and shakes his head. “You don’t understand.” He pleads with his awful, awful friends, voice low. “He’s been, he’s using my-he came out of my bathroom in just a towel last night.”

    Studio art major Will Byers has a study of the human body due before the semester ends, is in desperate need for a model, and has a huge, life-altering, heart wrenching crush on his best friend.

    Enter: Mike Wheeler, his broken shower, and his collection of plaid-print boxers.

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