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    He pictures the funeral sometimes.

    He pictures someone he doesn’t know saying Viktor’s name wrong. He pictures screaming in public. He pictures stealing the ashes and keeping them in a protein powder container because it’s the only vessel big enough. He pictures lying in those ashes like a widow bird. He pictures baking the ashes into bread and feeding them to pigeons in the park.

    He pictures swallowing them himself.

     

    Or: When Viktor chooses a quiet death, Jayce learns how to love him to the edge of the end and carry what’s left through the sad art of letting go.

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    02 May 2025

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    This couldn't be happening. This had to be some horrible hallucination induced by the myriad of drugs forced into his system before the round. This wasn't real. No, please God, don't let this be real.

    Till squeezed his eyes shut and took a stuttering breath. Silence. Eerie silence.

    Why was it so quiet? Why had no sentinels come to put Till's collar back on and drag him away? Why was Ivan's lifeless body still here and not tossed in a pile somewhere with all the others who had been executed for the aliens' entertainment?

    That had to mean this wasn't real, right?

    But, Till could still feel the phantom of fingers around his throat, the ghost of desperate lips against his own, and when he opened his eyes again, he still saw pure white stained with crimson red, the sacred corrupted.

     

    Ivan and Till are rescued after their round. Till must navigate the confusing feelings he's faced with in the aftermath.

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    20 Apr 2025

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    Till doesn't think he's whole enough to be loved. Ivan begs to differ.

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    30 Nov 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 41

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    Vincent has a rough day, and decides to self-harm at work. This tiny incident snowballs into Rody finding out, the only person who's actually ever found out, and is determined to just be there for his boss.

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    Charbonnaree physical and emotional hurt/comfort

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    29 Nov 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 58

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    Akira Kurusu, known and not well-liked in the Kanegawa racing scene, is out on the prowl at the biggest event to grace his mountain: The arrival of the near-mythical challenger of all Japan, The Red Prince. Akira isn't really interested. He's here for one thing, and one thing only; taking hard earned cash from bad racers. It's gonna be a lucky evening.

    Almost on cue, the beautiful driver turns, revealing burgundy eyes rimmed with thick-set liner. As they pass over him, Akira’s stomach lurches and his heart stops.

    He’s looking at Goro Akechi, five years later.

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    20 Aug 2024