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    all lights turned off can be turned on by

    Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)

    07 Mar 2026

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    Hold On (I Still Want You) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    11 Jan 2026

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    Shane and Ilya broke up. It was the adult, mature decision they made together and moved on from. Except Shane is still Ilya's emergency contact and Ilya's coach just called.

    Ilya had a seizure. Well, seizures. Multiple. He is in the hospital, in the operation block and suddenly Shane is met with the possibility that last words Ilya Rozanov ever heard from him were "Maybe love isn't enough."

    And then complications occur. And Ilya is not waking up.

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    They’d sat on a perfectly ordinary Wednesday afternoon in their perfectly ordinary kitchen, with coffee that had gone cold on the table between them, and calmly dismantled the life they’d built together. One sentence at a time.

    “Maybe we need space.” “Maybe we’re just hurting each other.” “Maybe love isn’t enough.”

    He wants to go back and shove that version of himself against the wall. Shake him until his teeth rattle.

    Love is the only thing that matters when someone is under general anaesthesia and a stranger is touching their brain, Shane thinks wildly. Love is literally the only currency worth anything in a room like this.

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    03 May 2026

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    I chose you by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    19 Oct 2025

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    Ilya let himself soften into it. He’d missed this, the simple camaraderie between teammates. He did feel lonely, but in some ways he felt safer with this team, and Shane had given him that, it was because of Shane that he moved to Ottawa. All the good things in his life curved back to Shane. Looking around, he tried to imagine him here, not Shane Hollander the hockey player, but his Shane, the man who made the darkest rooms feel like home. He felt suddenly certain that they would welcome him with love and respect. And, God help him, he was still hoping like an idiot that Shane would walk through the door.

    Ilya tightened his grip on his roasting stick, jaw set, trying to divert his thoughts back to the present, when a ripple went through the group. Conversation dipped, then stopped completely.

    “Um… what the fuck,” Dillon muttered, eyes flicking toward the house. “Is that Shane Hollander?”

    Or Shane decides to go get his man after seeing Ilya’s instagram post in Chap.23 of TLG.

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    he looks at you the way i look at you by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    11 Feb 2026

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    Finally, Ilya exhaled hard, shoulders slumping just slightly as he turned around. “I don’t like sharing you.”

    “I’m not shared,” Shane said softly. “You’re my boyfriend... he is my best friend.”

    Ilya turned back, eyes dark and possessive. “I see the way he looks at you. Because he looks at you the same way I look at you.”

    Shane’s mouth fell open, half grinning with amusement. Did Ilya really think Hayden was in love with him?

    “Ilya, Hayden has a wife and four kids, what are you talking abo-”

    “How could he not?!” Ilya cut him off. “You are perfect. Perfect son, perfect hockey player, perfect boyfriend, perfect friend!” He spits out, using air quotations to exaggerate the friend part.

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    OR: Ilya Rozanov is extremely jealous of Hayden Pike. Shane ends up in a situation needing help, and both Hayden and Ilya show up at the same time... chaos ensues as Hayden connects the dots.

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    08 Apr 2026

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    The Second Chance by

    Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn  

    25 Dec 2024

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    He kept holding her as big waves of sobs came over her one after the other. He felt as though he was holding her together. Like if he let go she might fall into a thousand pieces.

    He had done this before. She had done this before. They had done this before.

    She had turned up on his doorstep at a time when they were both miserable and she had broken in his arms. And he had held her like this, and put her back together, and she put him back together and they were happy. For a while.

    - Colin told Penelope he loved her, and then they married other people. Five years later, it’s all fallen apart. -

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    26 Jun 2025