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Cliff Marleau has known about Ilya Rozanov’s relationship since Ilya was twenty-two.
It’s not like it was complicated to put the pieces together, is the thing. When it all comes out in public, the Raiders have various different meltdowns – Twitter explodes in a way that is sort of unprecedented, and breaks out of the hockey specific Twitter spaces the same way that the Scott Hunter thing did. There’s shitty headlines and queer space headlines, and it’s a whole thing. And Cliff is pretty sure he’s the person least surprised about it.
But here’s the thing. Cliff Marleau has known Ilya Rozanov since the kid was eighteen.
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Marly's not as oblivious as everyone thinks. Throughout his time knowing Ilya Rozanov, he picks up on some things nobody else seems to be seeing. He keeps his mouth shut about it. -
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Ilya and Shane play together in the All Stars Game - then they have sex.
AKA I understand why Jacob didn't want sex in Episode 5 but I did, so it's here. Yay! Takes place after the game but before all of the confessions. Don't worry too much about the logistics.
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Shane and Ilya go grocery shopping so they can make borscht. That's it, that's the fic.
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The boy writhing in the dirt is not Darth Vader, he is not Sidious’ apprentice - he is the boy that Obi-Wan held, trembling in his arms, after a nightmare. He is the boy that Obi-Wan cheered for in Padawan trials. He is the boy that was so in love he could not hide it, despite his best efforts. He is the boy that Obi-Wan pulls into his arms now, so much lighter than Obi-Wan had ever imagined him to be.
Or; instead of leaving Anakin to burn alive on Mustafar, Obi-Wan turns back. This changes everything.
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i'd bleed myself dry for you (over and over again) by aequuitas
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
03 May 2025
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Remus Lupin is getting by with Harry - no really, he is. Then Sirius turns up and what else was he meant to do?
(obligatory Fuck You Rowling note, because seriously fuck you)
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“You are very angry at me. That is okay.” He looked up and met Shane’s eyes. “Tell me. I can take it; I will not get angry. But please, say it all, so I know, and so you do not keep carrying it. I do not want it to rot in here,” he said, jabbing a finger at his chest.
Ilya took another deep breath, “Please. I cannot fix it if I do not know. Is it because I was too needy?”
“No, it fucking wasn’t, Ilya!” Shane shouted, eyes shining. “There is quite literally nowhere else that I would rather be. I have moved heaven and earth to have you in my life. You make me. Do you understand that? Loving you makes me who I am. It is a privilege to be here when you are having a hard time. But oh my fucking god, I am so tired of you treating me like absolute dog shit when you get sad. It has to fucking stop."
Ilya Rozanov is being a vicious asshole, and he won't let himself think about why. But after a fight with Yuna and Shane, he's forced to confront what's actually below the surface. Shane Hollander shows up to take good care of his sad lover.
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22 Mar 2026
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To only ever know the cold by IbecomewhatIbelieve
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Apr 2026
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Svetlana knows about Jane. It's frankly insulting for Ilyusha to think otherwise.
She just never expected to have to call him for help. During the Olympics. In Russia. In the dead of night.
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Or, it's Sochi 2014 and Russia has lost to Latvia. Grigori Rozanov, not yet compromised by illness, punishes his son for shaming the family. When Svetlana finds an injured and emotionally fragile Ilya, she knows she needs somewhere safe for him to recover. And there's only one person in Russia who Sveta trusts with her Ilyusha: Canada's Golden Boy, Shane Hollander.Series
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11 Mar 2026
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Small Serendipity by the_hemlocked
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Feb 2026
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When he was seven years old, Shane Hollander was briefly lost at an airport. Luckily, the kindness of a stranger ensured he made it back to his parents safely, putting an end to a terrifying three hours for the Hollanders. It takes twenty years (and one heated rivalry) for Shane to learn the name of his rescuer. It takes twenty years for Ilya to learn his wish had already come true.
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10 Mar 2026
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In the Quiet Hours by KittyCatCaitlin
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Feb 2026
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When Jackie Pike learns Ilya has been injured, it's her job to get Shane off the ice and to his side. In the time following, Shane must learn how to navigate life, love and hockey while taking care of Ilya, when Ilya has no idea if he'll ever be able to play again.
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07 Mar 2026
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contingency plans by anincompletelist (soldouthaz)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Feb 2026
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Shane's eyes squeeze closed again. “We had reason to put rules in place. Protocol. If ever—if it got to a place where, if he was ever feeling like he might—"
Hayden’s body understands before his mind catches up. His blood runs cold for a second, stuck on the scrunch of Shane’s face, the clench of his fist, how desperate he’d been to see Rozanov—Ilya—just now. To make sure that he was okay. Here, in person.
Not hurt. Alive.
“Oh,” Hayden hears himself say distantly. “Oh, fuck, Shane.”
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or, Ilya needs a place to go, and Hayden's happens to be the closest. It turns out to be a good thing.
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